Yeah, it was kind of bizarre how it dragged at some points and flew at others. If I never had to do anything GI related again my life would be much happier. BORING.
But I digress, I guess the reason I classified MS1 as awesome is because:
1) I'm that much closer to the ultimate goal of being a practicing dr.
2) It really did fly in retrospect.
3) I learned a crapton. I mean, seriously, there are all these things about which I thought I knew something before school, and yet as it turns out, didn't. If that can happen in a year, and it only gets more intense from here on out (except for 4th year...anyone else already planning their electives?) I can see how I'm actually going to eventually be worth something medically. Wild. I dunno, maybe I'm a dork, but I still get rather excited whenever it hits me that I'm going to learn enough to do that ****e.
And actually, I learned a lot about myself this year too, stuff that I probably should have already known. Having my feet put to the fire crystallized some things about what I truly need vs. want, how easy it is to fall for the quick and dirty pick-me-up when things suck, and how to keep my sights steady on the long view. I'm a nontrad...didn't really expect it to be all that enlightening. This is the first thing I've ever done that was purely for me though, not my family. It's been interesting.
The process itself had its ups and downs, I definitely had some rough spots this year (bad GI, BAD!). But I didn't go to med school to "go to med school" so I wasn't expecting to love it all...it's just a hurdle to be jumped, and appreciated/tolerated as best I can along the way. Maybe that's why I'm not hugely fazed. Well, that and I'm on summer break now...everything's rosy. And on that note, since summer research hasn't started yet, I'm off to the beach.