Hi everyone,
So I'm an M1 in my 3rd week, and quite frankly, I'm now feeling like I'm not cut out mentally to become a doc. The only time I haven't had my nose in a book or laptop reviewing notes have been the 1-2 hours a day I spend at the gym to keep myself sane, yet I still feel incredibly behind and like it takes me longer to catch onto concepts. I feel very unhappy with my life right now and I don't feel like I can keep this up for another 7 semesters, and further into residency if I even make it through this semester.
For some background, I took a year off between graduating (3.84GPA, MCAT 27, then 30) so I'm really rusty at stuff that is probably basic to most of my peers. That, and I've started to realize that I want more of an ongoing relationship with my patients rather than - go in, take a history for 10 minutes, form my diagnosis, treatment, plan, and on to the next patient.
All that being said, I've considered going into nursing if I don't pass this semester. I'm not doing it because it's the "easier" path, but rather I feel I would enjoy my career more with the better work-life balance and longer patient relationships. Do any of you know if it would be difficult to get into an accelerated BSN program as a med school dropout? Or do any of you know of folks who dropped out/got kicked out, and pursued a different career path? I've only got a BS in Molecular Biology so I can't really get a decent-paying job from that to pay off my loans unfortunately...I just don't want to chance making it all the way through second year, only to fail my Step 1 and be in 4x the amount of debt I'm currently in. Any advice would be greatly appreciated, thanks!
So I'm an M1 in my 3rd week, and quite frankly, I'm now feeling like I'm not cut out mentally to become a doc. The only time I haven't had my nose in a book or laptop reviewing notes have been the 1-2 hours a day I spend at the gym to keep myself sane, yet I still feel incredibly behind and like it takes me longer to catch onto concepts. I feel very unhappy with my life right now and I don't feel like I can keep this up for another 7 semesters, and further into residency if I even make it through this semester.
For some background, I took a year off between graduating (3.84GPA, MCAT 27, then 30) so I'm really rusty at stuff that is probably basic to most of my peers. That, and I've started to realize that I want more of an ongoing relationship with my patients rather than - go in, take a history for 10 minutes, form my diagnosis, treatment, plan, and on to the next patient.
All that being said, I've considered going into nursing if I don't pass this semester. I'm not doing it because it's the "easier" path, but rather I feel I would enjoy my career more with the better work-life balance and longer patient relationships. Do any of you know if it would be difficult to get into an accelerated BSN program as a med school dropout? Or do any of you know of folks who dropped out/got kicked out, and pursued a different career path? I've only got a BS in Molecular Biology so I can't really get a decent-paying job from that to pay off my loans unfortunately...I just don't want to chance making it all the way through second year, only to fail my Step 1 and be in 4x the amount of debt I'm currently in. Any advice would be greatly appreciated, thanks!