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Hey SDN,
Long time lurker. So basically, I'm a non trad, having finished my pre reqs post school in a DIY post bacc. I have a low sGPA (3.3) but high MCAT (515) and solid ECs. I applied to a number of DO programs and got into 2 and waitlisted at a program very close to home.
As its become more apparent that Im going to go to the closer of my two acceptances, about a 4 hour plane ride from my home and family, I'm sort of freaking out about the distance. I just can't see myself being successful so far from them. My parents are old and I have young family members nearby who mean the world to me. I've had anxiety/depression and honestly am feeling now that idk if I can succeed without my support network. Even if they were an 8 hour drive away I think I could stomach it. But a plane ride? I can't see it now and frankly I'm pretty upset about my prospects.
The DO school I'm planning on attending now has great board scores and a good match list. I think I could maybe match near home when all is said and done (aiming for PC). I did like the school and the location was okay, though not what I'm used to. The distance is just killing me right now.
As a result of all this nonsense I'm seriously considering doing an SMP with linkage or even just a general app enhancer and applying again to my local DO and MD schools. This is not a DO vs. MD rant at all. If I end up off the waitlist at my local DO or matriculate there next year I'd be thrilled. I'm really struggling thinking of leaving, and I don't think I'll be able to do it when push comes to shove honestly.
Looking for some honest opinions about my situation. I get it, if I wasn't sure I'd go somewhere I shouldn't have applied. But truth be told I really thought I was fine to go anywhere. Things have changed in the past year since my app and now I just can't see myself leaving.
Would I be black listed from all DO? Even the program I'm close to at home I'm currently waitlisted at? A lot of local SMPs have linkage with them, so that's clearly a big factor for me right now.
Each and every time you reapply, you will have to mark that you had an acceptance prior to the cycle. It can and will be a huge red flag. You will be asked about it and unfortunately "my family" isn't looked at as a valid excuse to give up a seat, as people move away from theirs all the time to go to school. Its terrible and I'm not saying I agree but medicine is a cut-throat world that everyone has insane competitive to even get a chance to get into so to turn down a seat could very well be the end of your medical career. Not saying it 100% will be, but its a much larger risk that would be absolutely stupid to take if I'm being completely honestI'm unsure why the DO program I'm currently waitlisted at would black list me if I reapplied through AACOMAS and did an smp they have linkage with for next year.. there whole thing is regional bias. I'm not shunning the DO path I'm just trying to pick an option that will maximize my success and frankly I'm not sure this med school on the other side of the US is that for me right now. I appreciate the replies though. It is making me feel a bit better about getting out there.
Hey SDN,
Long time lurker. So basically, I'm a non trad, having finished my pre reqs post school in a DIY post bacc. I have a low sGPA (3.3) but high MCAT (515) and solid ECs. I applied to a number of DO programs and got into 2 and waitlisted at a program very close to home.
As its become more apparent that Im going to go to the closer of my two acceptances, about a 4 hour plane ride from my home and family, I'm sort of freaking out about the distance. I just can't see myself being successful so far from them. My parents are old and I have young family members nearby who mean the world to me. I've had anxiety/depression and honestly am feeling now that idk if I can succeed without my support network. Even if they were an 8 hour drive away I think I could stomach it. But a plane ride? I can't see it now and frankly I'm pretty upset about my prospects.
The DO school I'm planning on attending now has great board scores and a good match list. I think I could maybe match near home when all is said and done (aiming for PC). I did like the school and the location was okay, though not what I'm used to. The distance is just killing me right now.
As a result of all this nonsense I'm seriously considering doing an SMP with linkage or even just a general app enhancer and applying again to my local DO and MD schools. This is not a DO vs. MD rant at all. If I end up off the waitlist at my local DO or matriculate there next year I'd be thrilled. I'm really struggling thinking of leaving, and I don't think I'll be able to do it when push comes to shove honestly.
Looking for some honest opinions about my situation. I get it, if I wasn't sure I'd go somewhere I shouldn't have applied. But truth be told I really thought I was fine to go anywhere. Things have changed in the past year since my app and now I just can't see myself leaving.
Well I appreciate the responses. I am committed to medicine, I'm just concerned that the confounding factors of med school curriculum plus being really far from home will make it tough for me to do well.
I did apply to two nearby post bacs that wouldnt require me to move. Both are through very solid MD programs, and have linkage if you maintain a certain GPA. I have an interview at one in a week or so. I get it, its risky because maybe I'll fall short of that number. But is it really crazy to put off school for a year, pay for these post bacs (which aren't astronomical) in order to go to a better program thats close by, where I feel more comfortable to succeed? Probably should also state I was not a science major so these post bac courses could help shore some of that up before I med school. Thanks for the replies.
This is probably the most important piece of advice in this thread. If your plan is to stay close to home so you can spend a lot of time with your family, realize that that probably won't work if you want to be successful in your courses. I turned down a med school 15 minutes from home for one 1,000 miles away because of this (other reasons too, but this was important). If you're going to be a doctor, it's time to act like an adult. Learn to be without your family. It'll suck at first, but it's life.Please understand what that means - whether you are living 1500 miles away, or in the same home as your family, it really doesn't matter because the reality is that to succeed in medical school you will feel 'distanced' from your family just due to the uninterrupted extended study time it will require
Thanks for taking the time. I am relatively fresh off of a family emergency and thats probably tainting my judgement. I just feel strongly right now that I wouldn't be able to perform well at that distance. But we'll see how it sinks in over the next few weeks. Thanks again for the suggestions.
Why would I be blacklisted next cycle.. I have read on other forums people stating that if you have a good reason (like wanting a more solid science background as a non science major) that you can be accepted in a later cycle.
I guess I'm mainly concerned that I won't match back home..
You'll only be blacklisted by the ones you were accepted at but did not attendWould I be black listed from all DO? Even the program I'm close to at home I'm currently waitlisted at? A lot of local SMPs have linkage with them, so that's clearly a big factor for me right now.
This is something I wish I'd considered more heavily before entering training. Figured it'd be four years away from home, but now that's become eight to ten. Brutal is the nature of the process and I frequently hate myself for signing up for this ride.This can happen from anywhere.... it’s a significant risk by attending ANY medical school that you won’t match where you want to.
The issue isn't if you'll make it. You very well may not ever get a chance to get into medical school again. Like people have said, you have to disclose prior acceptances and "family" isn't a valid excuse. This is the same whether its a linkage program or a regular program. They'll happily take your money and reject you from the school for that exact reason. Everyone leaves their families in order to pursue this. Whether its during school, rotations, or residency. That's part of the path. You don't get to choose if you want to do this life.I hear you, clearly the familial impact of this path is just starting to hit me. But the DO/MD programs linked to this SMP do send most of their grads to hospitals in my home region, vs the DO school I have acceptance at, which sends very few.
The issue isn't if you'll make it. You very well may not ever get a chance to get into medical school again. Like people have said, you have to disclose prior acceptances and "family" isn't a valid excuse. This is the same whether its a linkage program or a regular program. They'll happily take your money and reject you from the school for that exact reason. Everyone leaves their families in order to pursue this. Whether its during school, rotations, or residency. That's part of the path. You don't get to choose if you want to do this life.
I'm a huge proponent of family over medicine but at this point you are being stubborn and not listening to overwhelming advice to take the acceptance. You will not get another chance and seem to be inching closer to making a decision that will prevent you from ever becoming a doctor at all. So please for the love of God don't make the worst decision of your life. If you really want this you have to go for it now, there is no more being choosy. Give the seat to someone who is 100% in. If you weren't wanting to move you shouldn't have applied there in the first place
Looks like your reason is a bit different than that.(like wanting a more solid science background as a non science major)
I think this is kind of a different situation, though. You're talking about your child. OP is talking about their older parents-- I love my parents more than most people and get wanting to be close to them, but it's different.In your support, I turned down interviews from far away schools in order to attend a post bacc in a close by school. Otherwise I'd have to be away from my 6 year old son, since his dad wouldn't let me take him with me.
Like was mentioned, child and parents different. Also turning down interviews is different than turning down an acceptanceIn your support, I turned down interviews from far away schools in order to attend a post bacc in a close by school. Otherwise I'd have to be away from my 6 year old son, since his dad wouldn't let me take him with me.
Like was mentioned, child and parents different. Also turning down interviews is different than turning down an acceptance
As much as I'd like to agree with my esteemed collegues, if you are not happy with your acceptance I am 100 percent supporting you to do the post baccl. Your mcat is very high enough that if you were to do well in the masters you can convince others of your intelligence . Many ppl tunnel vision that getting into medical school is the deal. No no it is not. Being able to complete it is.....Hey SDN,
Long time lurker. So basically, I'm a non trad, having finished my pre reqs post school in a DIY post bacc. I have a low sGPA (3.3) but high MCAT (515) and solid ECs. I applied to a number of DO programs and got into 2 and waitlisted at a program very close to home.
As its become more apparent that Im going to go to the closer of my two acceptances, about a 4 hour plane ride from my home and family, I'm sort of freaking out about the distance. I just can't see myself being successful so far from them. My parents are old and I have young family members nearby who mean the world to me. I've had anxiety/depression and honestly am feeling now that idk if I can succeed without my support network. Even if they were an 8 hour drive away I think I could stomach it. But a plane ride? I can't see it now and frankly I'm pretty upset about my prospects.
The DO school I'm planning on attending now has great board scores and a good match list. I think I could maybe match near home when all is said and done (aiming for PC). I did like the school and the location was okay, though not what I'm used to. The distance is just killing me right now.
As a result of all this nonsense I'm seriously considering doing an SMP with linkage or even just a general app enhancer and applying again to my local DO and MD schools. This is not a DO vs. MD rant at all. If I end up off the waitlist at my local DO or matriculate there next year I'd be thrilled. I'm really struggling thinking of leaving, and I don't think I'll be able to do it when push comes to shove honestly.
Looking for some honest opinions about my situation. I get it, if I wasn't sure I'd go somewhere I shouldn't have applied. But truth be told I really thought I was fine to go anywhere. Things have changed in the past year since my app and now I just can't see myself leaving.
I'm sorry you don't know what you're talking about honestly...it isn't that he/she needs to convince people of intelligence....they already have an acceptance. Like I've said 3 times...he/she will have to explain why they didn't take the acceptance and the reasons that he/she gave are not adequate. Even if they do well in the SMP with linkage, it shows a degree of immaturity and indecisiveness. There are so many people applying for every medical school seat so why should a school take a risk on someone who has shown that they may not go through with the training unless its perfect for them?As much as I'd like to agree with my esteemed collegues, if you are not happy with your acceptance I am 100 percent supporting you to do the post baccl. Your mcat is very high enough that if you were to do well in the masters you can convince others of your intelligence . Many ppl tunnel vision that getting into medical school is the deal. No no it is not. Being able to complete it is.....
My sGPA was low because I wasn't focused on pre med as an undergrad. I aced a DIY post bacc which got me here. I'm a non science major so I'm pretty sure that I wouldn't be blacklisted from DO schools for doing this. I do want to stay close to home, but I also don't think it would hurt for me to solidify my science background prior to first year. I mean honestly I really only got in because I happened to do well on the MCAT.
That being said, I see each of your points of view. I am going to attend this interview and feel out the program though. Thanks again.
I can see you getting into closer medical schools if you seek counseling from a professional company and trying a good strategy
Everyone here is behind a screen, that’s how the internet works.To be honest I know how people will see my post but I really don't want to put someone in a bad situation. Medical school isn't college. It is rough and being away from family for someone who doesn't want that isn't that great an idea. Personally, you need to talk with the local DO programs and figure out what they are looking for. SDN can be a helpful place but many people are also typing behind their screes. I can speak honestly and tell you that if at the end of the day you are unhappy with your decision, you are going to regret it later on. Looking back, I would have done a post bacc and tried the same thing out but back then I was worried about time which isn't a bad thing either to think about but it isn't the end of the world. Don't be that kid who goes somewhere knowing they will not adjust well and then complain. Then when you come back to sdn crying about it the same people will say "well you laid your bed". I am just saying that you are bright kid, I can see you getting into closer medical schools if you seek counseling from a professional company and trying a good strategy. Otherwise, pick up your big boy pants and accept that you will try again for residency. I don't really have that much time to see my family anyways but there have been times where I needed them.
Not romanticizing anything. It is as simple as it can be. Everyone works hard to get in but how many complete? You aren't really daydreaming in medical school and if you guys read the end of my post I mention you'll be too busy to care for family stuff. But because we don't know op and their life, we cannot also absolutely say they will fit the best in the place they are about to go. The best advice is the one that sees the benefit of both options. If the op does not choose their med school, they are looking at 2-4 years of waiting again to get in. As long as you apply regionally knowing you want to stay regionally, work hard on it. There are ways but the sacrifices are the same if not more. But if at the end of the day it makes you feel better I say do it.Everyone here is behind a screen, that’s how the internet works.
And not all med students are happy and fulfilled in school. You aren’t even all supposed to be. It’s a entrance fee to the life of being an attending, the opportunity cost if you will......and it’s a big and hard one and sometimes it beats you up. You don’t go to med school to be happy, although you might end up happy (I was). You go to med school to get a residency....don’t romanticize the process
Everyone works hard to get in but how many complete?
I appreciate the short response but I am not absolute in my reply and neither did I imply that a significant number does not complete. Just said people don't complete so be wary of that fact. We forget these short and simple things but I mentioned it to provide perspective. I presented the OP with two different scenarios. It is important that OP evaluate his/her options accordingly. You are just as much a costumer to a school as you are a thankful student having acquired a seat. Don't outweigh the thankfulness for what may deceivingly be an uninformed decision.Honestly, the majority of medical students "complete" medical school, so that's not really illustrating anything mind-blowing.
Hey SDN,
Long time lurker. So basically, I'm a non trad, having finished my pre reqs post school in a DIY post bacc. I have a low sGPA (3.3) but high MCAT (515) and solid ECs. I applied to a number of DO programs and got into 2 and waitlisted at a program very close to home.
As its become more apparent that Im going to go to the closer of my two acceptances, about a 4 hour plane ride from my home and family, I'm sort of freaking out about the distance. I just can't see myself being successful so far from them. My parents are old and I have young family members nearby who mean the world to me. I've had anxiety/depression and honestly am feeling now that idk if I can succeed without my support network. Even if they were an 8 hour drive away I think I could stomach it. But a plane ride? I can't see it now and frankly I'm pretty upset about my prospects.
The DO school I'm planning on attending now has great board scores and a good match list. I think I could maybe match near home when all is said and done (aiming for PC). I did like the school and the location was okay, though not what I'm used to. The distance is just killing me right now.
As a result of all this nonsense I'm seriously considering doing an SMP with linkage or even just a general app enhancer and applying again to my local DO and MD schools. This is not a DO vs. MD rant at all. If I end up off the waitlist at my local DO or matriculate there next year I'd be thrilled. I'm really struggling thinking of leaving, and I don't think I'll be able to do it when push comes to shove honestly.
Looking for some honest opinions about my situation. I get it, if I wasn't sure I'd go somewhere I shouldn't have applied. But truth be told I really thought I was fine to go anywhere. Things have changed in the past year since my app and now I just can't see myself leaving.