Has anyone ever thought this before? I feel so crapped on after the first two years- so humiliated in so many ways that I have no desire to see the people who made me feel that way. The faculty don't like me. They don't think I should be there. I have no desire to see how some people are graduating with honors while I struggled like crazy to barely make it. And my family- they have no concept of what I went though. It would just be stress to balance what all these out-of-towners are going to expect of me as far as spending time with me since they traveled so far. They don't know each other. Half of my family are weirdos who embarrass me. My mom farted at my wedding! Is there some rule that says that I have to go to take an oath or something?