Monkey, yours I believe is the best attitude to have. Your stuck, but your eyes are open to the experiences of others, so you are prepared.
My experience with the DABDA model went as follows:
The day I arrived on base the ED converts to a UCC. Operating hours move from 24hrs/day to 10AM to 8PM. Denial - I don't accept that I won't be able to enthusiastically put my graduated skills to the test as much as I'd hoped.
I was going to save this for my second book, but the presence of an ENT surgeon who
groks DABDA makes sharing this anecdote irresistable:
Excerpt from:
A Fly In the Hand: Uncensored, Real Military Medical Quotes
copyright (C) 2006, R. Carlton Jones, M.D.
all rights reserved
from pp. 65-66:
Welcome to DABDALand, May I Take Your Order?
A brand new ENT surgeon shows up at MGMC, fresh-faced and optimistic after graduating from an internationally-renowned program at the Minnesota Mecca. On his first day in the OR, he schedules 4 laser surgeries. Only problem: anesthesia does not have laser tubes. Regular tubes would catch fire in patient's airway; this is generally considered to be a Bad Thing. Now we enter the Tao of Dr. Kübler-Ross and her Stages of Grief:
Denial: "What do you mean we don't have laser tubes? Every 'Medical Center' should have them available. I can't believe this!"
(RCJ: "We're not really a medical center, dude, they just forgot to take the huge sign down from the wall of our sleepy community hospital, which is rapidly devolving into a super-clinic.")
Anger: "Why don't we have them?"
(RCJ: "We've never needed them before you showed up.")
Bargaining #1: "Can we get some from a nearby hospital, like [Hospital Name]?"
(RCJ: "Not in real time…maybe by next week.")
Bargaining #2: "Can we just wrap the standard tube in tinfoil or something and stuff gauze into the patient's throat?"
(RCJ: "No way, Jose. There have been recent Sentinel Event warnings about fires in the operating room…and I don't want my patient to have a fire in her throat when her plastic endotracheal tube melts and combusts from the laser. I'm just picky that way.")
Depression: "Well, I guess I'll have to cancel the cases, then."
(RCJ: "There you have it.")
Acceptance: Never happens…unless you get promoted to O-6 or above, at which time the mandatory lobotomy removes all concerns about resource limitations and patient safety, and you start to spout motivational slogans like: "Work smarter and harder or I'll reprimand your @$$."
--Episode with Dr. H. ca. Sep 03.
Final quote from this saga: RCJ to surgeon: "Dude, as I tell all incoming physicians, if you skip the preliminary steps of Kübler-Ross' stages and go
directly to depression, you'll be
way ahead of the ballgame."
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R