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Throwaway account here. I am an MS4 applying to psychiatry this cycle. From my rotations in psychiatry, I was aware of the emotionally taxing nature of the work, but I thought that I could handle it. However, my family has had a small tragedy this month and my parents, who have been married for more than 30 years, are likely going through a divorce as a result. I live at home for financial reasons and have a good relationship with both parents. Trying to emotionally support each of them at this time is exhausting. I am worried that I am becoming depressed. I feel excessive guilt and I am isolating myself from my friends and SO because I am just such a downer to be around.
I was somewhat emotionally drained by my psychiatry rotations, but it was manageable. This is not. I can't live like this, and it is making me doubt whether I have what it takes to be a psychiatrist. I guess what I need to know is this: are things different when it's your own family? Thanks for any insight.
pre-emptive EDIT: I will probably seek professional help if things get worse. What I am asking here is whether dealing with this professionally is easier than dealing with it personally. I would think so, but based on how badly I am handling this, I don't want to take any chances.
I was somewhat emotionally drained by my psychiatry rotations, but it was manageable. This is not. I can't live like this, and it is making me doubt whether I have what it takes to be a psychiatrist. I guess what I need to know is this: are things different when it's your own family? Thanks for any insight.
pre-emptive EDIT: I will probably seek professional help if things get worse. What I am asking here is whether dealing with this professionally is easier than dealing with it personally. I would think so, but based on how badly I am handling this, I don't want to take any chances.