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Hello!
Throughout all my medical school years I was fascinated with surgery, always stayed after hours with the surgeons, even if I didn't have to, participated in numerous surgical student societies and conferences... in 2 words: always thought, yes, I am a future surgeon.
So I matched to surgery this year, to a Cat position, and now I can say that I am happy, but also terrified. I don't know where this feeling came from..damn it...
I'm afraid that because I dont have any experience in surgical facilities in the US they will hang me on my first day!
Please tell me that others that just matched to surgery had this feeling before starting residency. And that this feeling will go away and I will gain back my confidence that I had all these years.
Also... and I hope you wont consider me stupid.. I'm just cautious: what if they will be disappointed in me, and god knows fire me... can I still match to a diff specialty after a year of Cat Gen Surg?
I'm sorry, I'm being a bit delirious... any help would be appreciated.
Throughout all my medical school years I was fascinated with surgery, always stayed after hours with the surgeons, even if I didn't have to, participated in numerous surgical student societies and conferences... in 2 words: always thought, yes, I am a future surgeon.
So I matched to surgery this year, to a Cat position, and now I can say that I am happy, but also terrified. I don't know where this feeling came from..damn it...
I'm afraid that because I dont have any experience in surgical facilities in the US they will hang me on my first day!
Please tell me that others that just matched to surgery had this feeling before starting residency. And that this feeling will go away and I will gain back my confidence that I had all these years.
Also... and I hope you wont consider me stupid.. I'm just cautious: what if they will be disappointed in me, and god knows fire me... can I still match to a diff specialty after a year of Cat Gen Surg?
I'm sorry, I'm being a bit delirious... any help would be appreciated.