I did research during and after college, and I did the anesthesia for our animal surgeries. I really enjoyed preparing drugs, monitoring the animals during surgery, and taking care of them afterwards. Naturally, I thought I would enjoy anesthesia, but I didn't, and here's why
1. Anesthesia is boring--really boring. I think I enjoyed anesthesia in my research job because it was only part of my job. If I had to be an anesthesiologist day-in and day-out, I'd hate my life. Granted the role of the anesthesiologist will be very different in a CABG versus in a lap chole, but I still found the complicated cases to be boring
2. It seems like anesthesiologists are going to get screwed more than any other specialty in medicine under the ACA. In any field I've shadowed in or done rotations in, we always talk about the future of medicine and how things will change, some for the better and some for the worse. However, whenever I went to anesthesia grand rounds, they were always talking about how stuff was about to hit the fan and how they needed to rebrand themselves to stay relevant. More specifically, with bundled payments, it seems like anesthesiologists are more worried about getting screwed than any other specialty I've come across
3. I was really turned off by the bad bedside manner of most of the anesthesiologists I met. I remember seeing patients before surgery, and often times, they would be upset or anxious. Rarely did I ever see a resident or attending try to comfort the patient: they didn't have to give a long speech or hug the patient, they just had to say something nice to comfort them. Instead, most residents and attendings went through their pre-surgery checklist like robots
I went to medical school because I wanted to interact with patients; obviously many of the residents and attendings I met went into anesthesiology because they didn't want to have extensive patient interactions. Does that make anesthesiologist bad doctors? Hell no, it just illustrates the point that each field of medicine has a different feel to it, and what may be right for you may not be right for someone else. Ultimately, the only way you're going to figure out what is right for you is when you start your rotations/start shadowing