I can relate somewhat to this...I guess. I am a 2nd semester freshman as well, and I cant seem to shake my procrastination habits. I mean it is seriously becoming a major issue with me. I didnt do so hot my first semester, so I really need to get things going this time around. I know I can, and I realize I am not living up to my abilities. Its just that, I come back from class, and I know I should look over the material, so I do. For chem, lets say, its like a few equations/concepts. I look it over for 5 minutes, and realize that, hey, this is pretty easy. So then I naturally blow it off. Two weeks later I am freaking because I havent kept up with the class.
Even now, if I had one piece of advice for anyone about to enter college, it would be to keep up with your courses. Everyday. And I feel wrong saying this because this is something I have never done. Ever. Grade school, high school, and even now. I could breeze by in previous years, now I cant, and I took a hit my first semester. One semester isnt the end of the world though, but if I do this for 3-4 semesters, I may have screwed myself over for med school.
Am I unmotivated? Maybe. I am always thinking about my courses, always attending, paying attention, and taking excellent notes in class. Even outside of class, I am thinking about test dates, future quizzes, etc. But, do I do any physical work outside of class? No. This needs to change.
Its not that I am unmotivated, but maybe that I am in a habit that I have been in since grade school. A habit that consists of doing absoutely nothing outside of class. My first semester of undergrad, I would read all the chapters of my Geo/Socio class the night before, for Chem/Bio I would start reading the book 1.5-2 days before the test. It just doesnt work. And when you leave all this work and studying to do a few nights or so before the exam, and leaves you kind of depressed. BUT, I am confident that if I can break this current habit that I have, and actually just DO some work when I get back from class each day, that I could be the student I want to be. I've heard it plenty of times before, its what seperates the top of the group from the pack. Now I just need to do it.
Maybe a little motivation here for the freshman, any of you out there bombed your frosh year and really became motivated and slam dunked the rest of undergrad (eventually getting into med school)?