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I don't know why I'm typing this other than because it may be a bit cathartic. But, perhaps it will help others learn from my mistakes...or make you feel better about your own situation? I'm 33 years old btw
I managed to rack up around 240K in student loan debts while going through college and med school. I borrowed the full amount each year and didn't bother making payments during residency. SO, I finished my IM residency with somewhere in the neighborhood of 260k in debt? Hard to say exactly, I didn't spend a lot of time looking at it.
I got a job as a hospitalist and started pulling in around 225k a year. My wife makes an additional 50k. We were living in a condo downtown at the time and were paying only about 1300/month with utilities, plus we had a couple of car payments and I had a couple of expensive hobbies. But, other than that we were able to save up 40-50k in the first year after I started working. I felt pretty good about that, but we had an itch to buy a house for some dumb reason.
So, we bought an old 1880's brick house downtown (huge, like 4400 sq/ft) that needed full restoration and started pouring money into it over the next 3 years. Paid 140k for the house and we've already put probably somewhere around 250k into it. So, we have close to 400k into it (we owe about 288 with our mortgage and home improvement loans).
The work is just about complete, but now we have very little savings other than our retirement accounts (only about 85K there) and about 10k in savings.
And needless to say I've barely made a dent in my student loans. That is what stresses me out the most. A financial advisor guy we started seeing doesn't seem that concerned about the debt and has encouraged us to start saving now. He wants us to have around 50-100k in savings, then we'll start tackling the debt I guess.
That's all fine sounding, but it assumes I continue to make my current income. The problem is I still haven't passed boards! I failed initially after residency because I didn't study like I should. Then I took a year off, bought the house and started working on it like crazy (doing a lot of work myself) and tried again with only 3 months of study time and failed again. I took an additional 2 years off (not sure why, still working on house and trying to enjoy life a little) and now here I am 4 years out of residency and I have 1 more year to pass before my current job takes away hospital privileges (they require board certification within 5 years of initial membership).
SO, needless to say my stress level is horrible and I'm not really enjoying things much right now. I have to try to either take this test again and pass or find some other way to continue to make what I make (locums seem like the only real possibility for a non-board certified IM doc). To add to all of that, I'm not even crazy about my career to begin with (I don't even know if I want to be a physician at all) and my wife wants to start having kids!!
What do you guys all think? Am I as screwed as I feel?
I managed to rack up around 240K in student loan debts while going through college and med school. I borrowed the full amount each year and didn't bother making payments during residency. SO, I finished my IM residency with somewhere in the neighborhood of 260k in debt? Hard to say exactly, I didn't spend a lot of time looking at it.
I got a job as a hospitalist and started pulling in around 225k a year. My wife makes an additional 50k. We were living in a condo downtown at the time and were paying only about 1300/month with utilities, plus we had a couple of car payments and I had a couple of expensive hobbies. But, other than that we were able to save up 40-50k in the first year after I started working. I felt pretty good about that, but we had an itch to buy a house for some dumb reason.
So, we bought an old 1880's brick house downtown (huge, like 4400 sq/ft) that needed full restoration and started pouring money into it over the next 3 years. Paid 140k for the house and we've already put probably somewhere around 250k into it. So, we have close to 400k into it (we owe about 288 with our mortgage and home improvement loans).
The work is just about complete, but now we have very little savings other than our retirement accounts (only about 85K there) and about 10k in savings.
And needless to say I've barely made a dent in my student loans. That is what stresses me out the most. A financial advisor guy we started seeing doesn't seem that concerned about the debt and has encouraged us to start saving now. He wants us to have around 50-100k in savings, then we'll start tackling the debt I guess.
That's all fine sounding, but it assumes I continue to make my current income. The problem is I still haven't passed boards! I failed initially after residency because I didn't study like I should. Then I took a year off, bought the house and started working on it like crazy (doing a lot of work myself) and tried again with only 3 months of study time and failed again. I took an additional 2 years off (not sure why, still working on house and trying to enjoy life a little) and now here I am 4 years out of residency and I have 1 more year to pass before my current job takes away hospital privileges (they require board certification within 5 years of initial membership).
SO, needless to say my stress level is horrible and I'm not really enjoying things much right now. I have to try to either take this test again and pass or find some other way to continue to make what I make (locums seem like the only real possibility for a non-board certified IM doc). To add to all of that, I'm not even crazy about my career to begin with (I don't even know if I want to be a physician at all) and my wife wants to start having kids!!
What do you guys all think? Am I as screwed as I feel?