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I started orientation at UVM and a wave of depression just hit seeing my friends white coat ceremony pics. I realized did a disservice to my medical career because they are matriculating at Harvard, Johns Hopkins, Columbia for medical school and I had what many argued a stronger application. But I naively applied to UVM Early Decision as it was the cheapest option (instate tuition), as my GP (my mentor) told me to just apply to the cheapest school and I did so with out thinking twice (b/c debt is crippling, right?). The silver lining is that I was accepted with a full merit scholarship and will be graduating with roughly $50,000 in debt from living expenses, but it feels that I made a terrible career move as I didn't test my potential, and push myself to the limit. Overall, its upsetting b/c I have always desired to go to a top tier medical school for the prestige and respect that it carries. Now that I am attending a mediocre U.S Medical School it feels as if I have limited my medical career and residency options, and cannot be seen as the "best" at whatever field I go into because I did not attend a top medical school (and also bc I am girl and subsequently "inferior to men when it comes to medicine" according to one attending that I shadowed)
I started orientation at UVM and a wave of depression just hit seeing my friends white coat ceremony pics. I realized did a disservice to my medical career because they are matriculating at Harvard, Johns Hopkins, Columbia for medical school and I had what many argued a stronger application. But I naively applied to UVM Early Decision as it was the cheapest option (instate tuition), as my GP (my mentor) told me to just apply to the cheapest school and I did so with out thinking twice (b/c debt is crippling, right?). The silver lining is that I was accepted with a full merit scholarship and will be graduating with roughly $50,000 in debt from living expenses, but it feels that I made a terrible career move as I didn't test my potential, and push myself to the limit. Overall, its upsetting b/c I have always desired to go to a top tier medical school for the prestige and respect that it carries. Now that I am attending a mediocre U.S Medical School it feels as if I have limited my medical career and residency options, and cannot be seen as the "best" at whatever field I go into because I did not attend a top medical school (and also bc I am girl and subsequently "inferior to men when it comes to medicine" according to one attending that I shadowed)
I started orientation at UVM and a wave of depression just hit seeing my friends white coat ceremony pics. I realized did a disservice to my medical career because they are matriculating at Harvard, Johns Hopkins, Columbia for medical school and I had what many argued a stronger application. But I naively applied to UVM Early Decision as it was the cheapest option (instate tuition), as my GP (my mentor) told me to just apply to the cheapest school and I did so with out thinking twice (b/c debt is crippling, right?). The silver lining is that I was accepted with a full merit scholarship and will be graduating with roughly $50,000 in debt from living expenses, but it feels that I made a terrible career move as I didn't test my potential, and push myself to the limit. Overall, its upsetting b/c I have always desired to go to a top tier medical school for the prestige and respect that it carries. Now that I am attending a mediocre U.S Medical School it feels as if I have limited my medical career and residency options, and cannot be seen as the "best" at whatever field I go into because I did not attend a top medical school (and also bc I am girl and subsequently "inferior to men when it comes to medicine" according to one attending that I shadowed)
If you are soooo smart then just crush Step 1 and it won't matter. Be glad you are debt free. I underestimated that mental burden.
Also... if you really do go to UVM I'd be worried about being identified with the information you've provided in your post. UVM, Early Decision program, female... I bet that narrows it down quite a bit. Just a tip since you are a new user.
I started orientation at UVM and a wave of depression just hit seeing my friends white coat ceremony pics. I realized did a disservice to my medical career because they are matriculating at Harvard, Johns Hopkins, Columbia for medical school and I had what many argued a stronger application. But I naively applied to UVM Early Decision as it was the cheapest option (instate tuition), as my GP (my mentor) told me to just apply to the cheapest school and I did so with out thinking twice (b/c debt is crippling, right?). The silver lining is that I was accepted with a full merit scholarship and will be graduating with roughly $50,000 in debt from living expenses, but it feels that I made a terrible career move as I didn't test my potential, and push myself to the limit. Overall, its upsetting b/c I have always desired to go to a top tier medical school for the prestige and respect that it carries. Now that I am attending a mediocre U.S Medical School it feels as if I have limited my medical career and residency options, and cannot be seen as the "best" at whatever field I go into because I did not attend a top medical school (and also bc I am girl and subsequently "inferior to men when it comes to medicine" according to one attending that I shadowed)
Strong third post after 8 years on SDNI was about to comment, but OP has only been a member for 1 day. They should really consider restricting new topic privileges to fresh site users. It'll really cut down on a lot of this trolling.