Hey, if it makes you feel better.... by all means continue inventing wild theories about me, the medical center where I received treatment, my insurance, my financial status, my FP's inner thoughts and motivations, etc. But, I'm not sure what it gets you or how it contributes to the actual point of the discussion, which was whether or not there should be additional fellowships for FP docs, particularly dermatology and/or critical care.
It IS fascinating, however, the various assumptions made that- because my FP doc made a bad call regarding my BCC:
* I must not have understood what she was saying (Yep, I'm probably just a big idiot... as are all patients, right? Or at least the ones who notice physician errors. After all, if a patient doesn't understand you, it wouldn't be because you lack appropriate communication skills to convey relevant information to your patients, they must just be very stupid regardless of level of education, field of practice, or professional experience. And, if you are wrong about something, they probably just didn't "understand" that you were actually right.
)
* If she WAS wrong (which she would never be since she's a FP doc, I just didn't read her mind properly as the lowly patient or couldn't comprehend her complex pearls of communication), then she probably went to "clown school", which is also probably how she ended up employed here
X 2
* Wait, they don't have clown school residency, so I must just be stupid (again, the "stupid patient" theory)
* I must have crappy insurance (because they would definitely take crappy insurance here; in fact, the crappier the better because I'd love to pay more out of pocket for MOHs surgery, as would any patient)
* If so, I must have chosen the crappy insurance because I'm just too cheap to purchase better insurance (and, surely, I must also then spend my wads of discretionary cash on pointless minutiae like cigarettes, Nikes, and Doritos- perhaps even limousines- in lieu of choosing better insurance, which I clearly didn't put as much thought into as I would choosing my car tires)
* If I have expensive insurance, it must be because I'm too uninformed to choose a less expensive but just as good plan (e.g. I'm actually wealthy but a complete idiot)
* I must not have really needed MOHs surgery (so many other options; removing BCC along the eyelash line is really simple and any idiot could do it- probably even the NPs at Minute Clinic could do it blindfolded with no scarring because it's JUST THAT simple)
* I must not be going to a good medical center (but delusionally believing that I am because again: patient = idiot)
* If I am going to a good medical center, I'm probably overpaying so that I can brag about how much I paid (even though I really get crappy care, which all the "best" places provide because best really means "crappy"... also because, again, I'm probably a wealthy buffoon who just wants to brag about medical issues- not an informed consumer wanting high quality, well-established medical care)
* If the place where I received treatment is widely considered to be one of the best, I must surely be wrong about that (and so is everyone else receiving care here and all the docs who practice here and all the history of this institution and all of the studies generated from it and all of its associated rankings/evaluations
X 3)
Wow...
all that was divined from a single, brief anecdotal story that's fairly commonplace. You don't know me, you don't know my financial situation, you don't know my cultural background or decision making process, you don't know my doc, you don't know my medical history, health status, or specific details of the BCC, you have no idea what clinic/practice/office/hospital I received care from, and you don't know what insurance plan I have- yet, you could divine all of
that!
Seriously, have fun theorizing about these various fantasies and fictional scenarios if it brings you some personal satisfaction/comfort/benefit... it's been interesting to hear them. But, I'm not going to discuss my BCC experience further since there doesn't seem to be much point and it's apparently only devolving and sidetracking the discussion.
SO... back to the actual topic, which was/is: whether or not there should be additional fellowships open to FP docs, particularly in dermatology and/or critical care...