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MS3 here. I've been spending a ton of time (probably too much time) thinking about specialty and essentially have come down to choosing between IM (cardiology-EP, or pulm/cc) vs. Surgery (general thoracic). My priority is finding a specialty that has curative outcomes & with pathology of the heart and lungs.
I definitely loved the work of surgery/being in the OR tons more than I ever enjoyed my rotation on medicine. However, when I got home from my GS days I was always so exhausted (physically destroyed) -- coming back from medicine was a little more physically tolerable (though everyday was a mental blur that felt like nothing was accomplished). Don't know if I could function as well as the surgeons can with minimal sleep. For me, going into medicine would really be my fallback if I realized I couldn't handle enduring a surgical lifestyle for the rest of my life. About me:
Another critical point is that I dislike a decent amount of abdominal GS pathology. Not a huge fan of bowel and poop. Sounds dangerous for me to be considering GS if at the end decide I can't continue forwards with CTS to pursue gen thoracic. If I decide on surgery, will apply to thoracic track i6s, but doubt I'd make the cut given my lack of pubs/research.
Basically I like surgery more, but don't know if I can survive GS->CTS and the attrition rate scares me. Life as an attending is still wild and getting late-night callbacks may frustrate me down the line. I think I could tolerate a medicine residency + fellowship (though be less satisfied with my work) and if I become completely jaded about medicine in general, at least my work-life balance will be more controllable (e.g falling back on outpatient cards/pulm, which will be 'just a job' for me). I guess the ultimate decision is job satisfaction vs. having time away from work, which I don't really have much insight about this point in my life. I've read many great comments on this forum that range from "30 years from now you'll wish you had more time with your family" to "I'd rather do what I love for 70+ hrs a week than round and write notes for 40" though I can't tell which side fits more with me. Thoughts or advice?
I definitely loved the work of surgery/being in the OR tons more than I ever enjoyed my rotation on medicine. However, when I got home from my GS days I was always so exhausted (physically destroyed) -- coming back from medicine was a little more physically tolerable (though everyday was a mental blur that felt like nothing was accomplished). Don't know if I could function as well as the surgeons can with minimal sleep. For me, going into medicine would really be my fallback if I realized I couldn't handle enduring a surgical lifestyle for the rest of my life. About me:
- MS3 from US school in the northeast, competitive applicant in both fields
- Like treating acute, life-threatening issues, want to be able to "fix" the problem and not manage
- Enjoy understanding physio/pathophysio of disease, explaining things to patients/a moderate amount of patient interaction, don't care much for long-term continuity
- Like hands-on approach; however, I'm not totally enthralled by the interventional approach (visualizing the anatomy in an open or VATS procedure and manipulating it is so much more gratifying than seeing fluoroscope images and wearing lead/behind the glass. Additonally IP procedures are mostly diagnostic or palliative at this time)
- Disliked rounding on medicine, but anticipate it going a bit faster during residency (?) when you are in responsible for half of the team's patients and not just responding to attending questions
- Found it hard to really tell how I'd feel doing the actual surgery since we just retract/cut sutures/hold cameras as students
Another critical point is that I dislike a decent amount of abdominal GS pathology. Not a huge fan of bowel and poop. Sounds dangerous for me to be considering GS if at the end decide I can't continue forwards with CTS to pursue gen thoracic. If I decide on surgery, will apply to thoracic track i6s, but doubt I'd make the cut given my lack of pubs/research.
Basically I like surgery more, but don't know if I can survive GS->CTS and the attrition rate scares me. Life as an attending is still wild and getting late-night callbacks may frustrate me down the line. I think I could tolerate a medicine residency + fellowship (though be less satisfied with my work) and if I become completely jaded about medicine in general, at least my work-life balance will be more controllable (e.g falling back on outpatient cards/pulm, which will be 'just a job' for me). I guess the ultimate decision is job satisfaction vs. having time away from work, which I don't really have much insight about this point in my life. I've read many great comments on this forum that range from "30 years from now you'll wish you had more time with your family" to "I'd rather do what I love for 70+ hrs a week than round and write notes for 40" though I can't tell which side fits more with me. Thoughts or advice?