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I'm a junior majoring in biology (genetics & development) at Cornell. I'm studying to take my MCAT in April and I'm shooting to apply to med school over the summer.
As a freshmen, I was pretty convinced that I wanted to pursue a PhD. Towards the end of my sophomore year, I realized that I didn't want to get a PhD to do basic research. I really liked research but to see it as a career, something was missing in my heart. Doing basic research in an institution, it's really easy to lose sight of the big picture and get stuck with the same damn protein for 12 years, only to see your work go nowhere or get scooped by some other lab. It happens, and I definately don't want to become one of those sad sad assistant professors who will never get tenure.
I want to do translational research. I want to know the clinical implication of my research and I want to see it through to the end as a physician. My main interest is in understanding and preventing fetal/neonatal developmental defects in high-risk pregnancies.
I thought about MD/PhD and although some people make it seem like MDs will never be able to compete with MD/PhDs, I decided that I want to get an MD separately first, even if I end up wanting to get a PhD later. MD/PhD programs want you to sware an oath to devote yourself to medical research and frankly I don't know if I'll still be as passionate about research after getting through medical school and residency. Even when I get into medical research, I still really want to see patients and put a name and face to the kinds of people I work for.
That being said, I'M PANICKING!!!!!!!!! xxx
While my pre-med friends maticulously planned out their curriculum, strangled themselves over a couple of extra points, and polished their relationship with faculty members, I've waived exams to practice for annual concerts and had nightmares about a breakout in my research building that would infect and kill all my cells and mice. I've only talked to my pre-med advisor once (although she's HORRIBLE and no one goes to her for advise anyway) and only just began to cram for the April MCAT. I've never shadowed a doctor simply because it never convinced me that following around a doctor for a day would give me a clear picture of a life as a physician.
Reality check:
Although i had a quite a slip during my sophomore year, I've managed to maintain a 3.90GPA so far. Since sophomore year, I've done independent research for pay/credit/summer scholarship program. I've recently switched to a new lab because I wanted to get exposed to repro research and begin working on my honor's thesis.
I'm a facilitator in my school organization representing queer people of color, I mentor Asian/Asian-American freshmen, play in a Korean folk-music troupe, and Ivolunteer as a panelist for LGBT issue awareness programs on/off campus. I also volunteer in the OB/Peds unit in a local hospital mostly doing bitch work and filing papers - not much patient/cllinical exposure.
I know my old PI will write me a good recommendation letter. My other recommendation letter will come from my faculty advisor, who I'm also rather close to. My third letter is a little more sketchy... The advisory commitee in my school requires all the rec. letters to be submitted by march. My new PI is nice but he won't get to know me that well by March. My professors don't know about me too much beyond that I'm a hard working student. A couple of my TAs have really loved me but they're TAs...
The rec. letters are what's really making me consider taking a year off after my senior year before I apply to medical school.
My third rec. can come from my new PI or a professor or a PI I'll be working for this summer in Mt. Sinai hospital in Toronto. Plus, I'll have my honor's thesis to show, my grades could improve, and perhaps I can finally do that damn shadowing everyone tells me I should do.
I don't really have a good assessment of how competitive I'll be if I applied this year. I know my odds will improve with an extra year... but how significantly? Is it worth it?
Oh by the way, I'm canadian and I know medical schools tend to laugh at international applicants. I'll also be applying to some of the Canadian medical schools.
It's January and there isn't much room for indecision at this point... 😱
As a freshmen, I was pretty convinced that I wanted to pursue a PhD. Towards the end of my sophomore year, I realized that I didn't want to get a PhD to do basic research. I really liked research but to see it as a career, something was missing in my heart. Doing basic research in an institution, it's really easy to lose sight of the big picture and get stuck with the same damn protein for 12 years, only to see your work go nowhere or get scooped by some other lab. It happens, and I definately don't want to become one of those sad sad assistant professors who will never get tenure.
I want to do translational research. I want to know the clinical implication of my research and I want to see it through to the end as a physician. My main interest is in understanding and preventing fetal/neonatal developmental defects in high-risk pregnancies.
I thought about MD/PhD and although some people make it seem like MDs will never be able to compete with MD/PhDs, I decided that I want to get an MD separately first, even if I end up wanting to get a PhD later. MD/PhD programs want you to sware an oath to devote yourself to medical research and frankly I don't know if I'll still be as passionate about research after getting through medical school and residency. Even when I get into medical research, I still really want to see patients and put a name and face to the kinds of people I work for.
That being said, I'M PANICKING!!!!!!!!! xxx
While my pre-med friends maticulously planned out their curriculum, strangled themselves over a couple of extra points, and polished their relationship with faculty members, I've waived exams to practice for annual concerts and had nightmares about a breakout in my research building that would infect and kill all my cells and mice. I've only talked to my pre-med advisor once (although she's HORRIBLE and no one goes to her for advise anyway) and only just began to cram for the April MCAT. I've never shadowed a doctor simply because it never convinced me that following around a doctor for a day would give me a clear picture of a life as a physician.
Reality check:
Although i had a quite a slip during my sophomore year, I've managed to maintain a 3.90GPA so far. Since sophomore year, I've done independent research for pay/credit/summer scholarship program. I've recently switched to a new lab because I wanted to get exposed to repro research and begin working on my honor's thesis.
I'm a facilitator in my school organization representing queer people of color, I mentor Asian/Asian-American freshmen, play in a Korean folk-music troupe, and Ivolunteer as a panelist for LGBT issue awareness programs on/off campus. I also volunteer in the OB/Peds unit in a local hospital mostly doing bitch work and filing papers - not much patient/cllinical exposure.
I know my old PI will write me a good recommendation letter. My other recommendation letter will come from my faculty advisor, who I'm also rather close to. My third letter is a little more sketchy... The advisory commitee in my school requires all the rec. letters to be submitted by march. My new PI is nice but he won't get to know me that well by March. My professors don't know about me too much beyond that I'm a hard working student. A couple of my TAs have really loved me but they're TAs...
The rec. letters are what's really making me consider taking a year off after my senior year before I apply to medical school.
My third rec. can come from my new PI or a professor or a PI I'll be working for this summer in Mt. Sinai hospital in Toronto. Plus, I'll have my honor's thesis to show, my grades could improve, and perhaps I can finally do that damn shadowing everyone tells me I should do.
I don't really have a good assessment of how competitive I'll be if I applied this year. I know my odds will improve with an extra year... but how significantly? Is it worth it?
Oh by the way, I'm canadian and I know medical schools tend to laugh at international applicants. I'll also be applying to some of the Canadian medical schools.
It's January and there isn't much room for indecision at this point... 😱

