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Hello SDN members,
This is my first time on these forums and I am here to bare a little bit of my soul and story to see if I am a drowning man grasping at straws or if there's something to grasp at and hope for. If anyone can share some insight and/or advice I would appreciate it (especially from any fellow Mormon members out there).
I am a first generation Mexican immigrant from Mexico City and I grew up in San Diego after moving here at 9 months of age. I had one sibling, my sister Claudia, who was diagnosed with severe autism at the age of 3. When my parents or other people would ask me what I wanted to be I would reply, "a scientist so that I find a cure for my sister and she can be happy". Claudia was later correctly diagnosed with Rett Syndrome, another type of pervasive developmental disorder that shares similarities with autism. She proved to be my first and biggest inspiration to join the health professions field.
My academic career had looked promising growing up. Early on I was put in the G.A.T.E. (gifted and talented) program after taking some tests in Elementary school which had a tremendous affect on my parents who never had the opportunity to attend college. My father never finished high school because he had to work to support his family. After receiving a letter informing them of their child's test results my parents always tried to get me to achieve my full potential in all of my activities. I did exceedingly well in Middle and High School, taking a total of 6 AP classes, 5 of them during my Junior year and passing all of them with 4's and 5's.
The summer of my Senior year I began to take lessons from a pair of missionaries from the Church of Latter-Day Saints. After much introspection and prayer I was converted the following year in February at the age of 18. I changed my plans of going to UCSD and instead applied to Brigham-Young University Idaho with plans to pursue a degree in English. Unfortunately this is where my life began to unravel and come apart at the seams.
Due to some extenuating circumstances (mother being diagnosed with cancer, impending divorce, no direction/idea of what to do with my life, my own laziness, depression and apathy) I did not hit the ground running my freshman year of college. Actually, it was more of a head-on full impact collision with a cement wall. I lagged behind in classes and had trouble getting sleep. I was put on academic probation my first semester. Instead of shaping up however I decided to not worry my ailing mother and kept the probation to myself, and returned to school the following semester convinced it had been a fluke. Needless to say, the results were the same. I was put on academic suspension.
I spent the summer thinking of how to tell my mother and father that their child had failed college miserably. I decided to try one last time and I wrote a petition explaining my circumstances to be voted on by the Academic Standards Committee. My petition was granted, but I knew that I was still not ready. I needed to find out what I wanted to be before I went back. I went back in time to see what I had always dreamed of becoming but never pursued because of how daunting it was: a medical doctor. I spent a long time researching the medical field and its pertaining professions, trying to see what the world was like for a doctor and if it was what I truly wanted to be. And I got a strong affirmative answer: Yes.
Here's the ugly nitty-gritty.
Cumulative GPA as it stands: a whopping 1.855 O_O
B's with 4 F's are what make up my gpa. I am planning on re-taking those 4 easy 100-200 level classes and doing much better this time around.
I also decided to go on an LDS mission and was given my call to Switzerland, which I will be leaving for in 3 months. I am hoping to come back in 2011 with some incredible experiences, maturity, focus, and fluency in German and French on top of the English and Spanish I already have. I want to finish all the Medical School pre-req's, take the MCAT, and apply by 2014/20015 if all goes well.
How feasible is this? Will being Mormon be an advantage or disadvantage? I live a very clean life, I have no history of smoking, drinking, or drug abuse. Will taking 2 years off to go on a mission halfway around the world look disfavorable to Adcom's? What do I got going for me?
I am determined to turn my life around and do whatever it takes to achieve my goal. I would appreciate any feedback from my fellow members.
Thank you
This is my first time on these forums and I am here to bare a little bit of my soul and story to see if I am a drowning man grasping at straws or if there's something to grasp at and hope for. If anyone can share some insight and/or advice I would appreciate it (especially from any fellow Mormon members out there).
I am a first generation Mexican immigrant from Mexico City and I grew up in San Diego after moving here at 9 months of age. I had one sibling, my sister Claudia, who was diagnosed with severe autism at the age of 3. When my parents or other people would ask me what I wanted to be I would reply, "a scientist so that I find a cure for my sister and she can be happy". Claudia was later correctly diagnosed with Rett Syndrome, another type of pervasive developmental disorder that shares similarities with autism. She proved to be my first and biggest inspiration to join the health professions field.
My academic career had looked promising growing up. Early on I was put in the G.A.T.E. (gifted and talented) program after taking some tests in Elementary school which had a tremendous affect on my parents who never had the opportunity to attend college. My father never finished high school because he had to work to support his family. After receiving a letter informing them of their child's test results my parents always tried to get me to achieve my full potential in all of my activities. I did exceedingly well in Middle and High School, taking a total of 6 AP classes, 5 of them during my Junior year and passing all of them with 4's and 5's.
The summer of my Senior year I began to take lessons from a pair of missionaries from the Church of Latter-Day Saints. After much introspection and prayer I was converted the following year in February at the age of 18. I changed my plans of going to UCSD and instead applied to Brigham-Young University Idaho with plans to pursue a degree in English. Unfortunately this is where my life began to unravel and come apart at the seams.
Due to some extenuating circumstances (mother being diagnosed with cancer, impending divorce, no direction/idea of what to do with my life, my own laziness, depression and apathy) I did not hit the ground running my freshman year of college. Actually, it was more of a head-on full impact collision with a cement wall. I lagged behind in classes and had trouble getting sleep. I was put on academic probation my first semester. Instead of shaping up however I decided to not worry my ailing mother and kept the probation to myself, and returned to school the following semester convinced it had been a fluke. Needless to say, the results were the same. I was put on academic suspension.
I spent the summer thinking of how to tell my mother and father that their child had failed college miserably. I decided to try one last time and I wrote a petition explaining my circumstances to be voted on by the Academic Standards Committee. My petition was granted, but I knew that I was still not ready. I needed to find out what I wanted to be before I went back. I went back in time to see what I had always dreamed of becoming but never pursued because of how daunting it was: a medical doctor. I spent a long time researching the medical field and its pertaining professions, trying to see what the world was like for a doctor and if it was what I truly wanted to be. And I got a strong affirmative answer: Yes.
Here's the ugly nitty-gritty.
Cumulative GPA as it stands: a whopping 1.855 O_O
B's with 4 F's are what make up my gpa. I am planning on re-taking those 4 easy 100-200 level classes and doing much better this time around.
I also decided to go on an LDS mission and was given my call to Switzerland, which I will be leaving for in 3 months. I am hoping to come back in 2011 with some incredible experiences, maturity, focus, and fluency in German and French on top of the English and Spanish I already have. I want to finish all the Medical School pre-req's, take the MCAT, and apply by 2014/20015 if all goes well.
How feasible is this? Will being Mormon be an advantage or disadvantage? I live a very clean life, I have no history of smoking, drinking, or drug abuse. Will taking 2 years off to go on a mission halfway around the world look disfavorable to Adcom's? What do I got going for me?
I am determined to turn my life around and do whatever it takes to achieve my goal. I would appreciate any feedback from my fellow members.
Thank you