Every now and then, I have a day where I just wake up feeling depressed...normally I'm somewhat optimistic that today will be a day of good news. But lately I've just become more and more pessimistic. I used to be on pins and needles all day long, but that level of stress is simply exhausting and I can't function. So I'm just depressed. I've also actually started hearing back from some schools (finally) but they've been holds and rejections, which hasn't really helped my depressed disposition. I'm really looking forward to the semester ending, just so I can get away. I keep telling myself that a change in my environment will help me. I miss my old optimistic self...I can't even bring myself to care as much as I used to...I no longer have the energy. Thoughts?