Hey everyone! I specifically created an account on here because im starting to feel pretty discourage with where i'm at right now and can really use some useful advice.
So here's the thing:
I was hired with CVS in November 2014 for a F/T pharmacist position after graduation. I applied through career development at my school and got my first interview on interview day at school. Had a second interview a few weeks later, and was referred by the pharmacy manager who interviewed me to my current supervisor who hired me. Previous work experience: Rite Aid for 2 years (2010-2012) and unpaid internship at a compounding pharmacy for 10 months last year, so I unfortunately had a big gap of unemployment at the time I was hired. Anyways my pharmacy supervisor said that he would hired me as pharmacy intern b/c 1) I made a really good impression at my first two interviews and 2) my chances of getting hired at other pharmacies (retail or not), based on my experience, is not very good.
I honestly was amazed that he hired me at all considering i have not been working for the company throughout pharm school like most students, and apparently it is not common for students to be hired in their last year?? (i heard this from current cvs interns and pharmacists). My family saw it as a good thing but my coworkers have told me he was probably desperate to hire more pharmacists b/c apparently there were a lot of new pharmacists who quit last year in his district.
So starting january this year i was based at one store for 5 months, and majority of time was spent at production and pick-up/drive through. Didn't get much exposure to drop-off and handling QT, and when i tried to get some experience with pharmacist-related tasks (e.g. doctor calls), the pharmacists there were soo busy and agitated that they would tell me to stay at production/pickup and not move. It was only within the last 2 weeks of being there before my grad intern promotion that they started to show me stuff and have me at drop off.
So now that i have graduated and currently a grad intern, I do feel like I am learning a lot more than i ever did the previous months however I can't help but worry since i'm still pretty weak handling stuff like drop-off, QT rejections, and inventory management; basically i still feel behind when it comes to handling some basic pharmacy tasks that both techs and pharmacists do. I also find it kind of intimidating having to go to other stores with other grad interns in my district who have at least 3 yrs experience with the company (one has been working for 10 yrs already!). Lately, i've also noticed myself feeling really lightheaded and feeling exhausted sooner than usual during my shift, and i end up making a lot of careless (well, frankly STUPID) mistakes. I could barely think and/or remember basic things when i'm at work nowadays, and this obviously leads to frustrated coworkers and angry customers. I feel the need to work a lot slower than usual and sneak in a few bites of food whenever I can.
Anyways, what I am wondering now is if I should continue to tough it out and do my best with what little experience i got, or would it be better for me now to look into other pharmacist jobs, perhaps one that is not so fast paced? I'm really concerned about how i'll survive with the company once i become a licensed pharmacist. I just don't think i am really adequately prepared for the position. I do think I can be a great retail pharmacist but since it currently feels like i need to know how to do everything right now before becoming licensed I feel very rushed and frustrated with myself despite my current efforts (watching modules, asking questions and completing tasks at different stores).
Sorry for the long post...again, any advice would be appreciated!
So here's the thing:
I was hired with CVS in November 2014 for a F/T pharmacist position after graduation. I applied through career development at my school and got my first interview on interview day at school. Had a second interview a few weeks later, and was referred by the pharmacy manager who interviewed me to my current supervisor who hired me. Previous work experience: Rite Aid for 2 years (2010-2012) and unpaid internship at a compounding pharmacy for 10 months last year, so I unfortunately had a big gap of unemployment at the time I was hired. Anyways my pharmacy supervisor said that he would hired me as pharmacy intern b/c 1) I made a really good impression at my first two interviews and 2) my chances of getting hired at other pharmacies (retail or not), based on my experience, is not very good.
I honestly was amazed that he hired me at all considering i have not been working for the company throughout pharm school like most students, and apparently it is not common for students to be hired in their last year?? (i heard this from current cvs interns and pharmacists). My family saw it as a good thing but my coworkers have told me he was probably desperate to hire more pharmacists b/c apparently there were a lot of new pharmacists who quit last year in his district.
So starting january this year i was based at one store for 5 months, and majority of time was spent at production and pick-up/drive through. Didn't get much exposure to drop-off and handling QT, and when i tried to get some experience with pharmacist-related tasks (e.g. doctor calls), the pharmacists there were soo busy and agitated that they would tell me to stay at production/pickup and not move. It was only within the last 2 weeks of being there before my grad intern promotion that they started to show me stuff and have me at drop off.
So now that i have graduated and currently a grad intern, I do feel like I am learning a lot more than i ever did the previous months however I can't help but worry since i'm still pretty weak handling stuff like drop-off, QT rejections, and inventory management; basically i still feel behind when it comes to handling some basic pharmacy tasks that both techs and pharmacists do. I also find it kind of intimidating having to go to other stores with other grad interns in my district who have at least 3 yrs experience with the company (one has been working for 10 yrs already!). Lately, i've also noticed myself feeling really lightheaded and feeling exhausted sooner than usual during my shift, and i end up making a lot of careless (well, frankly STUPID) mistakes. I could barely think and/or remember basic things when i'm at work nowadays, and this obviously leads to frustrated coworkers and angry customers. I feel the need to work a lot slower than usual and sneak in a few bites of food whenever I can.
Anyways, what I am wondering now is if I should continue to tough it out and do my best with what little experience i got, or would it be better for me now to look into other pharmacist jobs, perhaps one that is not so fast paced? I'm really concerned about how i'll survive with the company once i become a licensed pharmacist. I just don't think i am really adequately prepared for the position. I do think I can be a great retail pharmacist but since it currently feels like i need to know how to do everything right now before becoming licensed I feel very rushed and frustrated with myself despite my current efforts (watching modules, asking questions and completing tasks at different stores).
Sorry for the long post...again, any advice would be appreciated!
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