Hello, I was out of school for quite some time, returning to finish my B.S. in Biochemistry this year. I'm 27 and I had a 'eclectic' education up till this point. I was home schooled for the first year of HS, then got my GED the second year. It's not because I did so great, it's because I wanted to go to college sooner. I'm not unintelligent, I do well in testing, but I went to college years ago, and didn't know what I wanted to do. Now I do, I'm back, finishing B.S. so I go to pharmacy school. My problem: I want to do research, but have pharmacist as back up in case I can't find jobs where I live, or need more money. I'd love to do drug design in the alternative medicines / natural or medicinal plant side of things, and possibly get into dermatological aspects of this research. The problem is, every time I look at applications, they mention research or thesis or reports and I'm not very good at these. I've never done research and I'm really nervous about writing a report when time comes. I feel incompetent (I just learned what an abstract was) because I was never introduced to these things. Secondly, I'm 27, I have at least 5-6 more years of school, and I should be taking the PCATs this year if I want to get into schools next year. But, I have no pharmacy experience either. SO, here's my questions: Should I take the PCATs next year and wait another year before heading off to pharmacy school so I can work as a pharmacy tech in between then and get some experience. Or, should I stick around another year doing research (I'm at a good research school) and see if I like that better and skip PharmD and maybe go for a PhD or MS in a field I'm interested in instead? I really wanted to do the PharmD/PhD route, but I'm really intimidated because it seems that most of my classmates have everything figured out and know how to accomplish all these tasks that I sometimes don't even know what they want of me, when applying. Thanks so much for your help!