There are insane, crazy premeds at my school who will lick my orgo professor's left toe, eat a foot long poop sandwhich, or live without food for 90 days if it guaranteed them a seat at any medical school in the US. anyway, the main problem I'd like to address is that lately i've been feeling as though I don't want to be a doctor as much as these freaks. or even close to how much they want it. honestly, i def want to be a doctor, but I can't even handle the basic sciences because I've gotten C's in 3/4 of the basic sciences (bio, physics). obviously this is a sign, no? the reasons why I'm still holding on to this dream is because my parents won't accept me if I don't become a doctor, engineer, or lawyer. there's no way in hell i'm gonna be a lawyer and I'm not smart enough to be an engineer. heck, I'm probably not even smart enough to be a doc. I could go one and work my butt off and do a post bacc, but even that's not guaranteed. for all those who are in med school is it worth all the trouble of undergrad/medschool and beyond to go through something you're not willing to go all the way for? i feel like if I'm having doubts now, I won't survive med school. sorry for the long rant.