ok guys.life really sucks. most of you probably read my other thread about my recent spectacular comeback academically. but here is an emotional dilemna. i think i am utterly in love but i don't want to even consider pursuing it. but it's freaken so hard! i want to call her but i am so freak out that i will be rejected. good grace, should i just pluck this deep feeling out of my heart and live as if it doesn't exist? or should i torture myself. i think i know the answer but i just need confirmation. advice?