Here I am on a Sunday morning and curiosity got the best of me: I wonder if that old account I had in med school still works? Sure enough, it does, and here I am. I started reading SDN in 2003 and posted intermittently from 2004~2008. I lurk occasionally still under a different name.
But man, I've aged. Reading through my old posts I was probably like you all are now: full of energy and youth and a laser-like focus on getting into and succeeding in med school. And I did that. And then I did residency. And then I've... worked. Worked as a doctor for about 9 years now.
I'm inspired to write this because I regularly work with pre-health students, specifically scribes, who are applying to health programs often including medical school. For many, I've written letters of recommendation. Undoubtedly, pre-med students can often be the brightest, most passionate, driven people I know. I'm genuinely impressed by the amazing, well-rounded folks that medicine draws in.
Here's the thing. Medicine, real-world medicine, is not great and it's getting worse.
As much as I'm tempted to say, "just don't do it," I think that would be hyperbolic. On its surface, what I do is actually pretty good. I enjoy taking care of patients in the field I work in. I take pride in the expertise I've gained over the years, knowing that I'm making a difference in people's lives. The pay is good (some would argue great); I easily support my family, and really want for nothing.
But there's the bad, and there's a lot of it. Don't get me wrong - when I was pre-med, I didn't have the ability to look 15 years down the line. All I knew was that I needed to get into med school, future be damned. I'd let future me figure that out. Well, here is future me reflecting.
Corporations have taken over healthcare: hospital systems, staffing companies, insurance companies. This isn't meant to advocate for government healthcare; I'm just letting you know the current reality. It is unlikely you will open up your own private practice. It is very likely you will be hired by a massive, national corporation who will directly dictate how you practice medicine. They will tell you how many hours to work, how many patients to see in those hours, demand that you oversee undertrained PAs/NPs who you may not trust, and possibly overwhelm you to the point of patient harm. Your practice of medicine will not be doing what is best for the patient, but rather, what is best for your corporation's bottom line. You will constantly be bombarded (daily/weekly) with emails about meeting arbitrary metrics. These metrics frequently harm patients, but they make the company more money. You will struggle with your conscience: do I do what's right for this patient, or do I follow what the company tells me to keep my job?
Tied to the above is the mass proliferation of mid-levels, particularly nurse practitioners. I'm not telling you anything new, but I'm not sure if pre-meds really "get it." Doctors are being replaced by NPs. This isn't scare-mongering, this is what's happening. Five years ago, where I work, we'd have say 50 hours of doctors per day and 30 hours of mid-levels. Today, it's 40 hours of doctors and 40 hours of mid-levels. They are cheaper, and easily make corporations money (see above). Not to beat a dead horse, but NPs are not doctors. They cause harm, real patient harm, and it's only getting worse. I don't need to tell you this - you're applying to med school. But patients think they're doctors. And hospitals prefer them due to economics.
Continuing on this thought, part of the allure of going to med school is to be a doctor, to obtain that title. There's nothing wrong with that. There is no shame in recognizing that you excelled academically, you worked hard, you sacrificed, and you achieved what most others couldn't. Most people have an idea of what pre-meds/med students go through. I know it personally and damn if I'm not proud of each and every person who puts themselves through that journey. And not only that, after you become a doctor, you have to go through residency, an unrivaled training experience that few humans on this planet will ever endure.
Why do I bring that up? There's an active dismantling of respect and reverence toward physicians. Again, this is not exaggeration. Open any medical journal today. They don't say "doctor" or "physician." They say provider, practitioner, clinician. Medical journals, hospitals, insurance companies... you are not a physician. You are now a provider and are no different than NPs or PAs. A small example: where I work, NPs and PAs park in "physician parking." Residents (physicians) do not. This is the world you're entering and it will only get worse.
I didn't even touch on student debt, but please read this: Maximum Student Loan Debt to Salary Ratio | White Coat Investor
Predicting the future is hard, and I admit enough humility to know that I probably can't guess what medicine (or the world) will be like in 15 years. That said, medicine is currently getting worse and my salary is decreasing. I'm actively living below my means and saving money for a future in which I make half of what I do now. I don't know if alternative careers are better, but consider all your options long and hard before jumping into this one...
Maybe I'll log on in 2035 for an update.
But man, I've aged. Reading through my old posts I was probably like you all are now: full of energy and youth and a laser-like focus on getting into and succeeding in med school. And I did that. And then I did residency. And then I've... worked. Worked as a doctor for about 9 years now.
I'm inspired to write this because I regularly work with pre-health students, specifically scribes, who are applying to health programs often including medical school. For many, I've written letters of recommendation. Undoubtedly, pre-med students can often be the brightest, most passionate, driven people I know. I'm genuinely impressed by the amazing, well-rounded folks that medicine draws in.
Here's the thing. Medicine, real-world medicine, is not great and it's getting worse.
As much as I'm tempted to say, "just don't do it," I think that would be hyperbolic. On its surface, what I do is actually pretty good. I enjoy taking care of patients in the field I work in. I take pride in the expertise I've gained over the years, knowing that I'm making a difference in people's lives. The pay is good (some would argue great); I easily support my family, and really want for nothing.
But there's the bad, and there's a lot of it. Don't get me wrong - when I was pre-med, I didn't have the ability to look 15 years down the line. All I knew was that I needed to get into med school, future be damned. I'd let future me figure that out. Well, here is future me reflecting.
Corporations have taken over healthcare: hospital systems, staffing companies, insurance companies. This isn't meant to advocate for government healthcare; I'm just letting you know the current reality. It is unlikely you will open up your own private practice. It is very likely you will be hired by a massive, national corporation who will directly dictate how you practice medicine. They will tell you how many hours to work, how many patients to see in those hours, demand that you oversee undertrained PAs/NPs who you may not trust, and possibly overwhelm you to the point of patient harm. Your practice of medicine will not be doing what is best for the patient, but rather, what is best for your corporation's bottom line. You will constantly be bombarded (daily/weekly) with emails about meeting arbitrary metrics. These metrics frequently harm patients, but they make the company more money. You will struggle with your conscience: do I do what's right for this patient, or do I follow what the company tells me to keep my job?
Tied to the above is the mass proliferation of mid-levels, particularly nurse practitioners. I'm not telling you anything new, but I'm not sure if pre-meds really "get it." Doctors are being replaced by NPs. This isn't scare-mongering, this is what's happening. Five years ago, where I work, we'd have say 50 hours of doctors per day and 30 hours of mid-levels. Today, it's 40 hours of doctors and 40 hours of mid-levels. They are cheaper, and easily make corporations money (see above). Not to beat a dead horse, but NPs are not doctors. They cause harm, real patient harm, and it's only getting worse. I don't need to tell you this - you're applying to med school. But patients think they're doctors. And hospitals prefer them due to economics.
Continuing on this thought, part of the allure of going to med school is to be a doctor, to obtain that title. There's nothing wrong with that. There is no shame in recognizing that you excelled academically, you worked hard, you sacrificed, and you achieved what most others couldn't. Most people have an idea of what pre-meds/med students go through. I know it personally and damn if I'm not proud of each and every person who puts themselves through that journey. And not only that, after you become a doctor, you have to go through residency, an unrivaled training experience that few humans on this planet will ever endure.
Why do I bring that up? There's an active dismantling of respect and reverence toward physicians. Again, this is not exaggeration. Open any medical journal today. They don't say "doctor" or "physician." They say provider, practitioner, clinician. Medical journals, hospitals, insurance companies... you are not a physician. You are now a provider and are no different than NPs or PAs. A small example: where I work, NPs and PAs park in "physician parking." Residents (physicians) do not. This is the world you're entering and it will only get worse.
I didn't even touch on student debt, but please read this: Maximum Student Loan Debt to Salary Ratio | White Coat Investor
Predicting the future is hard, and I admit enough humility to know that I probably can't guess what medicine (or the world) will be like in 15 years. That said, medicine is currently getting worse and my salary is decreasing. I'm actively living below my means and saving money for a future in which I make half of what I do now. I don't know if alternative careers are better, but consider all your options long and hard before jumping into this one...
Maybe I'll log on in 2035 for an update.