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This situation has been bothering me nonstop over the summer. I've lurked these forums for a good year or two, and finally feel inclined to post after holding this dilemma in for what feels like an eternity. I'm an 19 year old graduate, two years removed from HS. I'm currently in the DEP Program for the Air Force. During my HS years, I admittedly joked around, never taking class too serious. I played basketball, and was ranked highly among my peers in my state and therefore was solely relying on my athleticism to carry me through high school and college. It did carry me through HS, until I blew out my knee in the beginning of my Senior year. With my basketball scholarship snatched, a 20 ACT, and an 2.9 GPA, there weren't any academic scholarships rolling in to say the least.
My dream job since I was an 8th grader if not playing basketball was being a physician. I'd always gotten by without doing much studying(if any) After graduation, I was severely depressed. My family lacked the funds to send me to college, and I was skeptical of taking out student loans. I opted to not attend CC and simply work for a year, more or less dwelling on what could have been. I lost all motivation simply because life threw me a curve ball, and I didn't know how to handle it. Earlier this year, around June, I joined the Air Force DEP.
As a member of the Air Force, my original plan was to do four years, study what I could while in Active Duty, and leave for college when my enlistment was up. I've thought about purchasing various Biology/Chemistry/Physics book, making use of the internet, and gradually learning what I could over 4 years. However, at this stage, and after doing a tremendous amount of soul searching, I have a desire to attend school as soon as I can. If I put it off, with me at 19, that would make me 24 starting college (if I'm lucky)
What I'm torn about, is if I should forgo the opportunity of the AF. Besides the obvious negatives(being killed, ext) are there any positives on putting something like a medical career on the back burner? The travel, GI Bill, & "real world" experience? I also understand that having prior military service on your list as an EC is helpful, but if I don't enjoy the AF lifestyle, needless to say it wouldn't be worth it. A lot can happen in four years, ranging from things that aren't necessarily bad, but could complicate the process; such as starting a family, to things that are clearly life threatening; such as stumbling on an IED while playing in the sand. Given that I'm positive this is the career I want, I'm not sure how my couple of years or so removed from HS will compare to my peers who more or less have the material fresh in their mind.
I think my biggest fear is running this by my mother, who, while supportive, may challenge me on this. I haven't taken anything such as Chemistry since my sophomore year of HS. Being a year removed puts me in an uncomfortable state, but I figure if I brush up on my math/science knowledge between now and next school year, I may be able to fare well in the Pre-Medical courses. I'm looking at Alabama in Tuscaloosa, but with this being the biggest decision of my life, I don't want to have any regrets. Would the four years of service do more harm than good in the long run? If so, what would be a realistic outcome as to how would I fare in the classroom after not having opened a textbook for the better part of two years?
My dream job since I was an 8th grader if not playing basketball was being a physician. I'd always gotten by without doing much studying(if any) After graduation, I was severely depressed. My family lacked the funds to send me to college, and I was skeptical of taking out student loans. I opted to not attend CC and simply work for a year, more or less dwelling on what could have been. I lost all motivation simply because life threw me a curve ball, and I didn't know how to handle it. Earlier this year, around June, I joined the Air Force DEP.
As a member of the Air Force, my original plan was to do four years, study what I could while in Active Duty, and leave for college when my enlistment was up. I've thought about purchasing various Biology/Chemistry/Physics book, making use of the internet, and gradually learning what I could over 4 years. However, at this stage, and after doing a tremendous amount of soul searching, I have a desire to attend school as soon as I can. If I put it off, with me at 19, that would make me 24 starting college (if I'm lucky)
What I'm torn about, is if I should forgo the opportunity of the AF. Besides the obvious negatives(being killed, ext) are there any positives on putting something like a medical career on the back burner? The travel, GI Bill, & "real world" experience? I also understand that having prior military service on your list as an EC is helpful, but if I don't enjoy the AF lifestyle, needless to say it wouldn't be worth it. A lot can happen in four years, ranging from things that aren't necessarily bad, but could complicate the process; such as starting a family, to things that are clearly life threatening; such as stumbling on an IED while playing in the sand. Given that I'm positive this is the career I want, I'm not sure how my couple of years or so removed from HS will compare to my peers who more or less have the material fresh in their mind.
I think my biggest fear is running this by my mother, who, while supportive, may challenge me on this. I haven't taken anything such as Chemistry since my sophomore year of HS. Being a year removed puts me in an uncomfortable state, but I figure if I brush up on my math/science knowledge between now and next school year, I may be able to fare well in the Pre-Medical courses. I'm looking at Alabama in Tuscaloosa, but with this being the biggest decision of my life, I don't want to have any regrets. Would the four years of service do more harm than good in the long run? If so, what would be a realistic outcome as to how would I fare in the classroom after not having opened a textbook for the better part of two years?
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