I'm on a rotation and I'm pretty sure my doctor hates me. Every time I get a question right she is apathetic, every time I get one wrong I get a speech about how I should have known about it. I often get conflicting orders depending on the day of the week. Quite often when I ask a question or try to give a report, she gets distracted and just walks away. And I often have the impression she thinks I'm in the way. Is it normal to fear failure in this situation or am I being neurotic? She hasn't screamed at me or insulted me so it isn't like I have a clear indication of hate. All the other staff and patients seem to like me. And after allowing me to see my family for a holiday, she acted like I missed out, making me paranoid I should have stayed. Not sure what to do. Is this normal? This is the first rotation I had where I felt like I couldn't even talk to my doctor. At all.