Spoke w/someone at UCSD's office about my lack of 2dary and what this means. I was really looking for uplifting commentary that I wouldn't have believed, but would've made me feel better. UNFORTUNATELY, that's not what I got. "Yeah, it doesn't look promising," is the repartee to my query. That felt like ****. I think I approached this process wrong, basically from the day I started as an undergrad.