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Hi there, I'm a long time lurker, first time poster. I am finally at that stage of deciding on what I want to do for the rest of my life, and now I need some perspective on whether I am a good match for anesthesia and vice versa.
Ever since starting medical school, I have been drawn to field of Anesthesia because of the science behind it. I am an average student, but I consistently scored atleast 1 deviation higher than average on physiology and pharmacology. I feel like I am more competent with memorizing a few facts and combining those with logical thinking to solve a problem rather than memorizing a ton of information and being able to implement that knowledge by putting patterns together. I know that like most people, I really enjoy what I am good at.
During this 3rd year, I didn't get to do a rotation in Anesthesia, but on surgery I showed up to the OR early, and begged the anesthesiologist to let me start IVs and intubate whenever I could. I got the chance to observe some U/S guided regional blocks, epidurals and so on. I really enjoyed doing hands on work, being on my feet, using technology and talking to the patients even if it was very briefly. I also felt like most of the anesthesia people were laid back, hard working and showed great situational awareness.
My second option is ENT. I really enjoyed my ENT surgery rotation and liked the breadth of their surgeries from simple 30 mins surgeries to complex H&N dissections. I felt like it really took an artist to be able to perform these surgeries. Though I am not a great fan of clinics, I felt that the focussed clinics provided adequate patient contact with tremendous positive reward (which I felt was missing with anesthesia, but then again I only went as far as dropping the patient of at the PACU). However, I do know that the residency is harder, the residents are not exactly 'happy' and its atleast 5 years with an option to do plastics later. (for the artist in me)
All that being said, I feel like the ultimate decision that its going to come down to is 'lifestyle'. I know that neither of them are easy, but then again I don't really know what to do. I think ENT is really 'cool' but am worried that it might get old on me. Whereas anesthesia, I love the science with endless different permutations and combinations of situations. I also feel like becoming a surgeon will somehow make me a much more serious and intense person. I only say this because that is exactly how I felt during my surgery rotation and I dont know why. My step 1 score is competitive for both fields, so that is not an issue
I'm sorry if this seems more like a conversation that I am having in my head with myself. But I would really appreciate any thoughts on all this, especially since its the time of the year where we are supposed to talk to our program directors, deans etc about our decisions. Either way, I love the OR and that is where I want to be.
Ever since starting medical school, I have been drawn to field of Anesthesia because of the science behind it. I am an average student, but I consistently scored atleast 1 deviation higher than average on physiology and pharmacology. I feel like I am more competent with memorizing a few facts and combining those with logical thinking to solve a problem rather than memorizing a ton of information and being able to implement that knowledge by putting patterns together. I know that like most people, I really enjoy what I am good at.
During this 3rd year, I didn't get to do a rotation in Anesthesia, but on surgery I showed up to the OR early, and begged the anesthesiologist to let me start IVs and intubate whenever I could. I got the chance to observe some U/S guided regional blocks, epidurals and so on. I really enjoyed doing hands on work, being on my feet, using technology and talking to the patients even if it was very briefly. I also felt like most of the anesthesia people were laid back, hard working and showed great situational awareness.
My second option is ENT. I really enjoyed my ENT surgery rotation and liked the breadth of their surgeries from simple 30 mins surgeries to complex H&N dissections. I felt like it really took an artist to be able to perform these surgeries. Though I am not a great fan of clinics, I felt that the focussed clinics provided adequate patient contact with tremendous positive reward (which I felt was missing with anesthesia, but then again I only went as far as dropping the patient of at the PACU). However, I do know that the residency is harder, the residents are not exactly 'happy' and its atleast 5 years with an option to do plastics later. (for the artist in me)
All that being said, I feel like the ultimate decision that its going to come down to is 'lifestyle'. I know that neither of them are easy, but then again I don't really know what to do. I think ENT is really 'cool' but am worried that it might get old on me. Whereas anesthesia, I love the science with endless different permutations and combinations of situations. I also feel like becoming a surgeon will somehow make me a much more serious and intense person. I only say this because that is exactly how I felt during my surgery rotation and I dont know why. My step 1 score is competitive for both fields, so that is not an issue
I'm sorry if this seems more like a conversation that I am having in my head with myself. But I would really appreciate any thoughts on all this, especially since its the time of the year where we are supposed to talk to our program directors, deans etc about our decisions. Either way, I love the OR and that is where I want to be.