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So I've spent the last few months working in administration department for a medical examiner, when I was hired I made it explicitly clear that I was interested in eventually working my way into autopsy.
When the position finally opened up in June I jumped on it and applied. I thought since I'd been working my ***** off consistently, and showed a genuine interest in the position (got up at 6am on multiple Saturdays to shadow the techs) that my efforts would be rewarded, or at least recognized.
After two rounds of interviews over the course of two months, my own department passed me up in favor of two other candidates who are completely foreign to the office.
I feel like I've been totally betrayed, slapped in the face and kicked in the stomach simultaneously. Everyone here knows I'm trying to get into med school, and they all know how badly I wanted this position. Now I'm going to have to work with these people who are obviously "more qualified" than the guy that's worked in the office for the last half a year and I feel like just giving up. I mean what am I going to say in interviews? Yeah I spent a 1.5 years typing transcriptions and talking to funeral directors?
You know you'd think if you try your best, and start at the bottom and work your way up by proving yourself that you're eventually going to get somewhere. I can accept getting turned down by med schools; maybe my grades weren't that great, maybe my ec's were a little too light, whatever. But after demonstrating a stellar work ethic and genuine enthusiasm through months of service, you'd think I'd catch a break from the people I bust my ***** for. Guess not.
This position was my one last hope of an interesting E.C. Other than that my profile is a joke, and I feel like pursuing "interesting" lines of work/life experiences has just left me holding a bag full of....
I mean I've passed up 3 different jobs that would have been infinitely more informative and relevant to my career goals because the A.I was something I really wanted to do. Now that it's pretty much guaranteed that my part-time job which I was assured would taken on a medical aspect actually won't, I feel like I passed those opportunities up for absolutely nothing.
Anyway, hope you all enjoyed my rant/vent. Now I have to decide whether I want to live with the humiliation of working around peers whose careers have been given an enormous boost over my own by people I considered friends, or at least was on good terms with, or turning in my letter of resignation.
Thoughts? Reasons not to give it all up? What the h3ll does one do now?
When the position finally opened up in June I jumped on it and applied. I thought since I'd been working my ***** off consistently, and showed a genuine interest in the position (got up at 6am on multiple Saturdays to shadow the techs) that my efforts would be rewarded, or at least recognized.
After two rounds of interviews over the course of two months, my own department passed me up in favor of two other candidates who are completely foreign to the office.
I feel like I've been totally betrayed, slapped in the face and kicked in the stomach simultaneously. Everyone here knows I'm trying to get into med school, and they all know how badly I wanted this position. Now I'm going to have to work with these people who are obviously "more qualified" than the guy that's worked in the office for the last half a year and I feel like just giving up. I mean what am I going to say in interviews? Yeah I spent a 1.5 years typing transcriptions and talking to funeral directors?
You know you'd think if you try your best, and start at the bottom and work your way up by proving yourself that you're eventually going to get somewhere. I can accept getting turned down by med schools; maybe my grades weren't that great, maybe my ec's were a little too light, whatever. But after demonstrating a stellar work ethic and genuine enthusiasm through months of service, you'd think I'd catch a break from the people I bust my ***** for. Guess not.
This position was my one last hope of an interesting E.C. Other than that my profile is a joke, and I feel like pursuing "interesting" lines of work/life experiences has just left me holding a bag full of....
I mean I've passed up 3 different jobs that would have been infinitely more informative and relevant to my career goals because the A.I was something I really wanted to do. Now that it's pretty much guaranteed that my part-time job which I was assured would taken on a medical aspect actually won't, I feel like I passed those opportunities up for absolutely nothing.
Anyway, hope you all enjoyed my rant/vent. Now I have to decide whether I want to live with the humiliation of working around peers whose careers have been given an enormous boost over my own by people I considered friends, or at least was on good terms with, or turning in my letter of resignation.
Thoughts? Reasons not to give it all up? What the h3ll does one do now?