Hi phnerd1105,
Just wanted to share my story for you to help you through next week. My husband and I met in undergrad when I was 17 and he was 18. I met him first semester freshmen year and first semester sophomore year we eloped, I was 18 and he was 19 ( I was a goody two shoes through my teens, so this was my first rebellious act
, also this was in 2002, and he wanted to join the military after 09/11). Luckily, he didn't enlist, he waited until after graduation and commissioned as an officer in 2005.
Since 2005, between basic training, OCS, trainings, 2 deployments overseas, me going to grad school we have lived together in the same city for approx. 2 years out of the 5+ years. I am not going to lie and tell you it's all roses and champagne, it's been hard, really really hard but after being together for close to 9 years we still love each other more than ever and still want to make it work. During his trainings and deployments, it was even more difficult because contact was limited, skype was not available because his internet connection was unreliable, and although he had an overseas phone it was also spotty at best.
Holidays ( any holiday, even stupid ones like sweetest day, Haloween, V-days, etc) are tough, because they are just a reminder that you and your loved ones are apart when everyone else seems to be lucky enough to have their sig. others nearby. Cheating worries also plague any long distance relationship, I think thats just normal. However, despite all of that, if you and your boyfriend are willing to take the time and effort you can make it work. Again, it's not always fun and it's never easy, but if this relationship is what you both want for the long haul then it's definitely doable.
I've been accepted to a med school in the Fall that does not have any military bases nearby, so there is a chance we will have to spend another year apart ( or even longer if my husband doesn't get into law school near my med school in Fall 2012). But I am waitlisted at 2 schools that do have bases nearby so we are trying to keep positive about that. It is important in long distance relationships to see the positives in the situation and in your relationship, and also it's important to have little goals between the two of you ( like in 3 months you'll take a vacation together etc.) In our case, because the times together have been so scarce we have taken the best romantic trips when we have been together like going to Europe, Dominican Republic, Puerto Rico etc.
When you are living apart, ofcourse both of you will live separate lives, have new and different friends. And you shouldn't expect your bf not to go out and have fun, and he shouldn't expect you not to go out and have fun. But you should be telling each other of your experiences, so that there is no disconnect between your two separate lives. And if you have a set time to talk to each other on the phone, keep the date! You wouldn't stand each other up if you lived in the same area would you? So why would you stand them up on the phone.
Anyways I have blabbed on for way too long. I really just wanted to reassure you that it is possible to make long distance relationships work. Has it been easy? No. Has 3 out of the last 5 years sucked? Yes. Do I think that pursuing our separate dreams to make our lives together better, worth it? Yes. Can we see ourselves with other people? No.
So in the end I think it's worked out for us. Hopefully whatever you both decide, it makes you both happy.