So I smoke marijuana from time to time.
I find it enjoyable and less detrimental than alcohol.
But I want to be a doctor. Does that mean I should stop smoking weed? Does that fundamentally compromise me in some way?
In my opinion, marijuana is much less harmful (physically, not legally) than many substances that most of us (premeds) use on a regular basis. (Alcohol, tobacco, coffee, aspirin). But to be terribly honest, I need something to get me through. I dont smoke (cigarettes) I dont even drink coffee, but sometimes I need to unwind, and I find alcohol to be an unattractive alternative to marijuana.
If I need to unwind, I can smoke a joint, and be 100% back to normal in two hours (as opposed to alcohol which f%^&'s me up for at least 6ish hours). If I smoke some weed before I hit the bed for the night, I am rested and refreshed in the morning (as opposed to hung over).
I have friends who smoke often and I have friends who drink often. Personally I worry about the drinkers much more than the smokers.
So should I stop smoking? Should I start drinking?
It seems to me (from life experience, which I have had a little more than most pre-meds) that there are some very high functioning alcoholics, who are fully capable of becoming doctors. Or at least that some doctors are pushed to becoming high functioning alcoholics.
When I was shadowing a doc recently, a patient basically admitted to smoking weed. It went something like this.
Resident: "do you smoke?"
Patient: nervous smile and sideways glance "a little, you know, not really."
Resident: patient uses tobacco products rarely.
Me: patient smokes weed, and knows that his/her lungs will reflect that fact, but is not comfortable telling that to a doctor who may one day be the one who decides what pain medicine to give them.
I talked to the doc's about this backstage, they seemed to not pick up on that in a patient (when it was obvious to anyone with an open mind).
So does that mean that I am not doctor material. Does it have to be an us (the "upstanding") vs them (the "junkie/druggies"). I just don't know that I am willing to sacrifice my beliefs on the altar of a secure future.
Or perhaps in my advanced years, I am still to immature to put aside my feelings of right and wrong for the health of my 401K.
I find it enjoyable and less detrimental than alcohol.
But I want to be a doctor. Does that mean I should stop smoking weed? Does that fundamentally compromise me in some way?
In my opinion, marijuana is much less harmful (physically, not legally) than many substances that most of us (premeds) use on a regular basis. (Alcohol, tobacco, coffee, aspirin). But to be terribly honest, I need something to get me through. I dont smoke (cigarettes) I dont even drink coffee, but sometimes I need to unwind, and I find alcohol to be an unattractive alternative to marijuana.
If I need to unwind, I can smoke a joint, and be 100% back to normal in two hours (as opposed to alcohol which f%^&'s me up for at least 6ish hours). If I smoke some weed before I hit the bed for the night, I am rested and refreshed in the morning (as opposed to hung over).
I have friends who smoke often and I have friends who drink often. Personally I worry about the drinkers much more than the smokers.
So should I stop smoking? Should I start drinking?
It seems to me (from life experience, which I have had a little more than most pre-meds) that there are some very high functioning alcoholics, who are fully capable of becoming doctors. Or at least that some doctors are pushed to becoming high functioning alcoholics.
When I was shadowing a doc recently, a patient basically admitted to smoking weed. It went something like this.
Resident: "do you smoke?"
Patient: nervous smile and sideways glance "a little, you know, not really."
Resident: patient uses tobacco products rarely.
Me: patient smokes weed, and knows that his/her lungs will reflect that fact, but is not comfortable telling that to a doctor who may one day be the one who decides what pain medicine to give them.
I talked to the doc's about this backstage, they seemed to not pick up on that in a patient (when it was obvious to anyone with an open mind).
So does that mean that I am not doctor material. Does it have to be an us (the "upstanding") vs them (the "junkie/druggies"). I just don't know that I am willing to sacrifice my beliefs on the altar of a secure future.
Or perhaps in my advanced years, I am still to immature to put aside my feelings of right and wrong for the health of my 401K.