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Howdy,
I am studying for the August MCAT. I am a junior Biology major at Texas A&M. I don't really know why I am writing this; maybe to talk to someone, or maybe just to get my feelings down so I myself can read them.
I read all these "OMG MCAT is Killing me!! Find me a n00se!!1!" threads, and I think they are silly. But, I also have concerns. I took my first TPR diag a couple of weeks ago and got a 24 (10 B, 7V, 7P). While I am being told this is stellar (for a first diag) by TPR tutors, I feel like I guessed on a lot. Also, I just got out of Organic, Physics, Molecular Biology... so maybe the only reason I did halfway decent is because it is fresh on my mind.
I don't really know what I need to get. I suppose above a 30 will suffice. I don't want to go to Johns Hopkins... matching somewhere in TX will make me a happy camper. I am studying, and while I feel like I am getting better at verbal, the biology part is for some reason hard (I say for some reason, because I am a biology major...) Sometimes I read the bio passage and there's no way I could explain it if I had to. People in my class seem to be doing fine with it all, which frustrates me even more.
Compound that with the fact that I haven't even taken the MCAT yet and I'm worried about being an uninteresting candidate. I hate to hear stories of "so and so got a 4.0 and 38 MCAT and didnt get accepted anywhere." I look on SDN and click on people's MD Applicants profile and see people doing missionary work in China and getting published in research and all these amazing things and I look at myself and feel like I am just an average guy. I don't want to appear uninteresting to ADCOMs, but the fact is I am a laid back, easy going guy. I didnt overcome some horrible disaster as a kid, nor grow up under the tutelage of Mother Teresa, nor any of those unique "set you apart" kind of situations. I've got my reasons for wanting to go into medicine, but I don't think any of them are going to take my interviewer's breath away.
And worst of all, here I am on a Saturday night, reading about bacteriophages. I don't consider myself one of those anal pre-meds, haggling with a prof over a 'B', overstudying, and having no social life. And yet, when I take a step outside and look inward, thats what I see. Maybe its just summertime... my favorite time of year. Hot outside, girls in bikinis, ice cream trucks, and I'm inside studying.
I don't even know why I typed this, but I must admit, I feel a little better. Please don't think I'm a lunatic
I am studying for the August MCAT. I am a junior Biology major at Texas A&M. I don't really know why I am writing this; maybe to talk to someone, or maybe just to get my feelings down so I myself can read them.
I read all these "OMG MCAT is Killing me!! Find me a n00se!!1!" threads, and I think they are silly. But, I also have concerns. I took my first TPR diag a couple of weeks ago and got a 24 (10 B, 7V, 7P). While I am being told this is stellar (for a first diag) by TPR tutors, I feel like I guessed on a lot. Also, I just got out of Organic, Physics, Molecular Biology... so maybe the only reason I did halfway decent is because it is fresh on my mind.
I don't really know what I need to get. I suppose above a 30 will suffice. I don't want to go to Johns Hopkins... matching somewhere in TX will make me a happy camper. I am studying, and while I feel like I am getting better at verbal, the biology part is for some reason hard (I say for some reason, because I am a biology major...) Sometimes I read the bio passage and there's no way I could explain it if I had to. People in my class seem to be doing fine with it all, which frustrates me even more.
Compound that with the fact that I haven't even taken the MCAT yet and I'm worried about being an uninteresting candidate. I hate to hear stories of "so and so got a 4.0 and 38 MCAT and didnt get accepted anywhere." I look on SDN and click on people's MD Applicants profile and see people doing missionary work in China and getting published in research and all these amazing things and I look at myself and feel like I am just an average guy. I don't want to appear uninteresting to ADCOMs, but the fact is I am a laid back, easy going guy. I didnt overcome some horrible disaster as a kid, nor grow up under the tutelage of Mother Teresa, nor any of those unique "set you apart" kind of situations. I've got my reasons for wanting to go into medicine, but I don't think any of them are going to take my interviewer's breath away.
And worst of all, here I am on a Saturday night, reading about bacteriophages. I don't consider myself one of those anal pre-meds, haggling with a prof over a 'B', overstudying, and having no social life. And yet, when I take a step outside and look inward, thats what I see. Maybe its just summertime... my favorite time of year. Hot outside, girls in bikinis, ice cream trucks, and I'm inside studying.
I don't even know why I typed this, but I must admit, I feel a little better. Please don't think I'm a lunatic