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Greetings folks,
I am 31, female, and almost ready to transfer to UC Davis as a biology major. I have completed my liberal arts requirements, and am now digging in to the math and science. Enjoying that tremendously.
My lifelong interest has been in medicine, especially in diseases, public health and pathology - subjects in which I have had a passionate interest since early childhood. The first book I could read was a book about diseases in cats!
However, I was a serious slacker and screw-up up until very recently. Up to that point, I was your basic shiftless, drifty, dreamy Gen-Xer with hippie parents. I grew up poor, living in a variety of colorful areas such as the Barrio and a red-light district motel, though I am white and my parents are now making middle class incomes, so I can't easily claim "disadvantaged background" on parental income alone.
For one, I have ADHD, and for fifteen years, had untreated major depression, which led to my dropping out of high school at 15 despite doing well in college classes and AP science classes.
I gave up on the idea that I would ever be anything. I was a graphic artist and computer technician (rather unsuccessfully) for years, and lamented over the fact that I really wanted to work helping people but couldn't because my hyperactive, somewhat eccentric personality annoyed people too much. I worked in computers, which I hated. Meanwhile my interests in biology and medicine continued "behind the scenes", even interfering with the work that I did. I figured I would never get over the math block or be able to focus on school, or be able to get a job working with people, so I was just one more frustrated computer person with an eccentric hobby. I didn't have a good track record of holding jobs, either, due to the ADHD. I either totally win people over or totally put them off because of how much mental and physical energy I have - I am extremely determined when I put my mind to something.
Now I am a 31-year old re-entry student at a community college. I finally sought treatment for my ADHD and depression.
After an excellent response to lifestyle remediation (life coaching, diet change, rigorous exercise) for the ADHD and therapy combined with SSRI medication for the depression and anxiety, I started to turn things around and realize that my childhood dreams aren't so unobtainable. Given how well I'm responding to the SSRI treatment and lifestyle change, I'm not going on the typical ADHD stimulant treatment except as a final line of attack.
Lo and behold, now people can stand me, and I can focus enough to get excellent grades. For the first time, I can handle a full time college schedule and even excel. I'm finding that I'm even better at math and science than I am at liberal arts subjects.
I'm able to keep the house clean for the first time! Given my attention span is finally longer than a two year old's, I am now looking for a job, too, confident that I'll be able to hold one at last.
I'm in the process of reinventing myself. The question I have - has anyone else been through this kind of a personal overhaul, who managed to get into med school?
I do not meet the mold of a typical pre-med student. I don't come from any kind of elite background, and I enjoy people from all walks of life. I am somewhat of a colorful, eccentric person who in the past has struck people as scatty or flaky - I'm also a writer and artist. "Creative bohemian" became my dominant identity for years, with most people never guessing that I spent hours absorbed in science books and case histories. I even went to - and dropped out of - beauty school.
But medical schools might not take me seriously based upon my past. That's what I'm concerned with.
I'm married - but I may be moving out within a few months, as I married another severely depressed ADHDr who won't seek treatment. That's probably not a relevant issue to this post, though.
I'm also afraid of making major life decisions based upon how I am on medication. I am thinking I may aim for (under my doctor's guidance) going off my meds after I graduate, to see if I can still "keep my ducks in a row".
I'm presently looking for volunteer opportunities and ways that I can work in medical technology while in school.
I know that if all goes well and I go to med school, I'd be entering as a person in their mid to late 30s. Perhaps "feeling my age" and hitting 30 years old, has been an inspiration to me that I need to "get my act together" and start going after my dreams, because I'm not getting any younger and my dreams won't be attainable forever.
Is anyone else coming from this kind of a position? Does anyone have any suggestions or words? Thank you.
I am 31, female, and almost ready to transfer to UC Davis as a biology major. I have completed my liberal arts requirements, and am now digging in to the math and science. Enjoying that tremendously.
My lifelong interest has been in medicine, especially in diseases, public health and pathology - subjects in which I have had a passionate interest since early childhood. The first book I could read was a book about diseases in cats!
However, I was a serious slacker and screw-up up until very recently. Up to that point, I was your basic shiftless, drifty, dreamy Gen-Xer with hippie parents. I grew up poor, living in a variety of colorful areas such as the Barrio and a red-light district motel, though I am white and my parents are now making middle class incomes, so I can't easily claim "disadvantaged background" on parental income alone.
For one, I have ADHD, and for fifteen years, had untreated major depression, which led to my dropping out of high school at 15 despite doing well in college classes and AP science classes.
I gave up on the idea that I would ever be anything. I was a graphic artist and computer technician (rather unsuccessfully) for years, and lamented over the fact that I really wanted to work helping people but couldn't because my hyperactive, somewhat eccentric personality annoyed people too much. I worked in computers, which I hated. Meanwhile my interests in biology and medicine continued "behind the scenes", even interfering with the work that I did. I figured I would never get over the math block or be able to focus on school, or be able to get a job working with people, so I was just one more frustrated computer person with an eccentric hobby. I didn't have a good track record of holding jobs, either, due to the ADHD. I either totally win people over or totally put them off because of how much mental and physical energy I have - I am extremely determined when I put my mind to something.
Now I am a 31-year old re-entry student at a community college. I finally sought treatment for my ADHD and depression.
After an excellent response to lifestyle remediation (life coaching, diet change, rigorous exercise) for the ADHD and therapy combined with SSRI medication for the depression and anxiety, I started to turn things around and realize that my childhood dreams aren't so unobtainable. Given how well I'm responding to the SSRI treatment and lifestyle change, I'm not going on the typical ADHD stimulant treatment except as a final line of attack.
Lo and behold, now people can stand me, and I can focus enough to get excellent grades. For the first time, I can handle a full time college schedule and even excel. I'm finding that I'm even better at math and science than I am at liberal arts subjects.
I'm able to keep the house clean for the first time! Given my attention span is finally longer than a two year old's, I am now looking for a job, too, confident that I'll be able to hold one at last.
I'm in the process of reinventing myself. The question I have - has anyone else been through this kind of a personal overhaul, who managed to get into med school?
I do not meet the mold of a typical pre-med student. I don't come from any kind of elite background, and I enjoy people from all walks of life. I am somewhat of a colorful, eccentric person who in the past has struck people as scatty or flaky - I'm also a writer and artist. "Creative bohemian" became my dominant identity for years, with most people never guessing that I spent hours absorbed in science books and case histories. I even went to - and dropped out of - beauty school.
But medical schools might not take me seriously based upon my past. That's what I'm concerned with.
I'm married - but I may be moving out within a few months, as I married another severely depressed ADHDr who won't seek treatment. That's probably not a relevant issue to this post, though.
I'm also afraid of making major life decisions based upon how I am on medication. I am thinking I may aim for (under my doctor's guidance) going off my meds after I graduate, to see if I can still "keep my ducks in a row".
I'm presently looking for volunteer opportunities and ways that I can work in medical technology while in school.
I know that if all goes well and I go to med school, I'd be entering as a person in their mid to late 30s. Perhaps "feeling my age" and hitting 30 years old, has been an inspiration to me that I need to "get my act together" and start going after my dreams, because I'm not getting any younger and my dreams won't be attainable forever.
Is anyone else coming from this kind of a position? Does anyone have any suggestions or words? Thank you.