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Beware of these insanely smart doctor types who are driven to the top, because that's all that they are. if they aren't #1, they simply wouldn't exist... and love means jack to them.
Febrifuge said:Good riddance. This jackass would have made a horrid husband to you in some way or other, and it's far better that you know it now. Sorry to be blunt, but your post struck a chord with me.
I too have felt the sting of the driven, studious individual who has trouble zeroing in on their own opinions, feelings, and plans -- and doesn't let you in on the fact you've been rejected until after the decision is made. It's not just the guys; it's an occupational hazard when dealing with extremely intelligent, goal-oriented people. But at least mine was somewhat honest about it. In your case it was handled in a way that was especially unfair and, truly, lame. And the trick, of course, is not to perpetuate the cycle. It sounds like you're going to be fine. Concentrate on your studies and landing the best possible residency for you, since this is your life and your career and you just lost 160 unnecessary pounds, right?
Eventually you will go on to demonstrate that you can be successful, accomplished, focused, and still able to make sound decisions with more than self-interest at the top level. He's probably honest about it being a pragmatic thing, in his own mind -- but he's fooling himself if he thinks it's not also extraordinarily selfish. The person you eventually do marry will benefit from how much you know about what not to do. He'll appreciate it more than you know.
Let this one go; let him make his own mess; and most importantly, let him wonder. He can't take away what you've already accomplished, and will accomplish in the future. Maybe someday he'll grow up enough to honestly regret these actions. Meanwhile, if that's what it takes to be at the "top," here's to the solid middle third. Cheers!
No worries. As I said, your post struck a chord. I came out of my situation better for it, and so did my ex, or at least I like to think so. I know a lot more about how unfair it is to hitch one's wagon to somebody else's star, and she knows more about making promises as a way of expressing good intentions and high hopes. Anyway. You'll come out of it better, too. Sounds like that's starting already.emmaizzy said:Okay, so here's the thanks. this is the nicest input i've gotten so far. it is kind of you to bother...
No need. Just get out there and have some great interviews.emmaizzy said:I'm still struggling with all of this, no doubt. But I am just auditioning for my residency, because I do want to pursue my career. Thanks for trying to put a stranger's **** in prespective. I am appreciative.
No one of consequence. Just another old pre-med.emmaizzy said:Who are you?