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I cannot imagine a more hellish situation. My clerkship director called me today and said I failed my preceptor evaluations for my final (and required) rotation of medical school. Did great on exam, osce, etc.
Heres the thing: I sat down and got feeback from the 3 preceptors I worked with at the end of each week and they all literally said (or wrote in the formative feedback form) that I was doing well and "at expectations" for an MS4. My director told me that the *written* portion of my preceptor evaluations were really positive, and the only "negative" thing was "was a little disorganized with presentations on rounds but quickly improved after feedback."
I asked my rotation director how this contradiction could happen, stellar written evals and face-to-face feedback throughout the month, but the NUMERICAL evaluation (where they fill in bubbles for various questions etc) was a FAIL. He said this happens 4-5 times a year and its because you happen to get multiple attendings that dont understand the way the eval surveys worked (and he admitted that they are confusing). He contacted one of my attendings that I worked with for a week and evaluated me and ALSO happens to be over all of the students for this rotation at this specific hospital and she said
"thats so odd this happend. *He should pass this course*"
They are having a meeting in a few days (literally days before graduation) to decide my fate. I tried my VERY hardest on this rotation, as I do with all of them all 4 years and have NEVER gotten close to failing anything in medical school. This is so strange. The program director thinks its much more likely than not that he will pass me, but I can't stop worrying about this. Would my school seriously destroy my path literally days before graduation so I graduate a year late and have my residency match void?? I just cant believe this, especially since the attendings over my grades all told me I was doing well both during and after the rotation, and the "boss" attending over all the students said "I should pass" after hearing this weird situation I'm in.
What do you guys think?
Thanks. I just feel like I am burning in hell right now.
Heres the thing: I sat down and got feeback from the 3 preceptors I worked with at the end of each week and they all literally said (or wrote in the formative feedback form) that I was doing well and "at expectations" for an MS4. My director told me that the *written* portion of my preceptor evaluations were really positive, and the only "negative" thing was "was a little disorganized with presentations on rounds but quickly improved after feedback."
I asked my rotation director how this contradiction could happen, stellar written evals and face-to-face feedback throughout the month, but the NUMERICAL evaluation (where they fill in bubbles for various questions etc) was a FAIL. He said this happens 4-5 times a year and its because you happen to get multiple attendings that dont understand the way the eval surveys worked (and he admitted that they are confusing). He contacted one of my attendings that I worked with for a week and evaluated me and ALSO happens to be over all of the students for this rotation at this specific hospital and she said
"thats so odd this happend. *He should pass this course*"
They are having a meeting in a few days (literally days before graduation) to decide my fate. I tried my VERY hardest on this rotation, as I do with all of them all 4 years and have NEVER gotten close to failing anything in medical school. This is so strange. The program director thinks its much more likely than not that he will pass me, but I can't stop worrying about this. Would my school seriously destroy my path literally days before graduation so I graduate a year late and have my residency match void?? I just cant believe this, especially since the attendings over my grades all told me I was doing well both during and after the rotation, and the "boss" attending over all the students said "I should pass" after hearing this weird situation I'm in.
What do you guys think?
Thanks. I just feel like I am burning in hell right now.
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