Alright, count me in. I am committed to not looking mostly because I feel petrified, etc. I am trying to be as Zen as I can, meditate, keep an open mind, and take care of business in my life etc.
The truth is, the scores are going to be what they are and I can't really do anything about it. I figure it's out of my hands for right now, and so short of ordering EKracker stuff and a well-recommended physio book for April preparartion - Amazon has a great return policy ... - I can't do anything more.
I was thinking of things I could do for volunteering and thought I might work at the School for the Deaf across the street from me. I could learn sign language and work with these great kids. Volunteering helps me to put things into perspective ...