I'm filling out applications right now, and I'm just sick of it. Not only am I just sick of the paperwork and stuff, but I don't know if this is really what I need to do at this very moment of my life. In the back of my mind, I've been thinking I might defer after I get accepted to a school, but I doubt I really will. I feel like I've been pursuing this so much for my whole life that I haven't realy had any life changing experiences to include in my app. Enough of my whining. I just wanted to know if this is normal. Does everyone kinda get in a rut when they are filling all this out? I just feel like it might be better for me to put it off for a year, live a less stressful life, and be sure that this is what I want to do before I make this huge commitment. I don't really have any friends that are faced with the same kind of situation, so I'd really appreciate any advice or insight any of you have.