I had 4 days of orientation and now I've had 5 days of class so far. It's really intense. I mean, I expected it to be intense, but the volume of the material is actually what's getting at me. The second year's keep telling us that it's impossible to know everything so don't both trying, but then say things like "oh yeah, that professor tests on really specific lines out of the PowerPoint." So I have no idea how to study anymore and I'm driving myself crazy here. My usual undergrad study methods would be way too time consuming with this volume of material to be sustainable so I'm kinda freaking out and trying new things, and in the process I feel like I'm drowning right now. I also feel like I'm super behind because my major wasn't biology-based and our professors keep saying **** like "oh but this is review for most of you, so I'll go fast" and I'm sitting there like:
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So basically I'm super overwhelmed right now and kinda feeling like I'm all alone and wondering whether or not I'm going to be able to handle it.
My classmates are really nice, though! I like pretty much everyone I've met (although there were a few I wouldn't want to hang out with regularly because of the extremely arrogant vibe that makes me uncomfortable), but there are definitely a lot of cliques in my class already. Most people reach out on our Facebook group though and ask others to join/make class social events. I'm surprised by how often people go out here actually! I went out with them before and during orientation but I can't get myself to go now, I'm freaking out about the material too much.
This is definitely gonna be a tough ride. I hope that once I find my groove it will all get better...
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