ajohnson_93
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Hello everyone,
This post will be lengthy because i feel the need to explain before i ask for advice. At age 18, i graduated high school with a 1.2 GPA. To explain, I was a foster child who was tossed around from shelter to shelter and home to home. Most of the grades i received in high school were from well meaning people who handed me a grade because they felt sorry for me. I had never even taken Algebra 2 much less calculus. I didn't take biology or chemistry or physics. I was honestly never in the same class for a whole year or semester in high school. When i was 19 i decided i wanted more, i wanted to go to college, so i applied. I sat down for lunch with an old judge of mine who suggested social work as my career and told me how to apply and how to get aid. I was accepted to a university with help from him. I signed up for social work courses and immediately started struggling with all the work. I didn't know how to handle multiple classes, i didn't know how to study, and i didn't know how to even begin asking for help to do literally anything. Also, i hated everything i learnt about social work. I withdrew from school the second semester.
For the next year, i made a big decision and decided to move to a new state where i had support and friends. Just to add, when i arrived in the new state, i got in a bad wreck about a mile from where i was trying to go. It was my first wreck. I spent the next year signing up for classes and withdrawing them based on whether someone could take me to them (I was terrified to drive and their schedules changed often). I then started signing up for online courses only for the second semester but i also took one class that i again withdrew because it was in person. I then decided to take a year off to work on past issues and getting my confidence back with driving. It was a weird time.
I finally went back to school but i had never addressed the issue of how to study. I spent the year struggling with classes until i finally reached out and found the help i needed the next year. While i always managed to get As in history, English, Art, etc (two exceptions) i struggled learning math and science (specifically biology 1, Chemistry 1, physics 1 and Math up to Calculus because i had to start at the bottom and work up). I have retaken classes and taken some extra classes, but as of now i am 27, i have earned an A in Chemistry, 1 (retaken twice), Chemistry 2, and Physics 2. I have a C in Biology 1 and Physics 1 (but haven't retaken them). I have a B in Biology 2. My Upper levels are a mix of Bs and As. I have a "pass" in Organic Chemistry because of Covid so i'm unsure if that good or if i should retake this? I haven't withdrew from anything since 2019. My calculated over all GPA is 3.6+ and my science is close to that, when i finish in a year, it will be that. My MCAT score was a 511, should i try for higher? Nonetheless, with approximately over 10+ withdraws on my transcript and one F, what should i do?
I know now that i want to be a doctor. I have an upward trend for two years and have research and volunteer hours. With Covid, i haven't been able to get clinical experience but i am looking for some. (Advice on how to go about asking for experience is appreciated also). I am also a certified pharmacy technician but i don't think they consider this clinical experience, correct?
i am willing to get my master's, a second degree, a PHD even. I just don't know what i should do now. I've put in a lot work to make the changes and get myself to where i think i need to be. It was a long struggle filled with tears, emotional baggage, anxiety, and even some laziness ill admit, but since i made the decision three years ago to chase my dream i have been trying my hardest. I would appreciate any advice you can give me. I'm not willing to give up.
To sum it up: POSITIVES: GPA 3.6+ overall and science, 511 MCAT, an upward trend of two years, research and volunteering hours.
NEGATIVES: a lot of withdraws, an F, no clinical hours, and classes retaken.
This post will be lengthy because i feel the need to explain before i ask for advice. At age 18, i graduated high school with a 1.2 GPA. To explain, I was a foster child who was tossed around from shelter to shelter and home to home. Most of the grades i received in high school were from well meaning people who handed me a grade because they felt sorry for me. I had never even taken Algebra 2 much less calculus. I didn't take biology or chemistry or physics. I was honestly never in the same class for a whole year or semester in high school. When i was 19 i decided i wanted more, i wanted to go to college, so i applied. I sat down for lunch with an old judge of mine who suggested social work as my career and told me how to apply and how to get aid. I was accepted to a university with help from him. I signed up for social work courses and immediately started struggling with all the work. I didn't know how to handle multiple classes, i didn't know how to study, and i didn't know how to even begin asking for help to do literally anything. Also, i hated everything i learnt about social work. I withdrew from school the second semester.
For the next year, i made a big decision and decided to move to a new state where i had support and friends. Just to add, when i arrived in the new state, i got in a bad wreck about a mile from where i was trying to go. It was my first wreck. I spent the next year signing up for classes and withdrawing them based on whether someone could take me to them (I was terrified to drive and their schedules changed often). I then started signing up for online courses only for the second semester but i also took one class that i again withdrew because it was in person. I then decided to take a year off to work on past issues and getting my confidence back with driving. It was a weird time.
I finally went back to school but i had never addressed the issue of how to study. I spent the year struggling with classes until i finally reached out and found the help i needed the next year. While i always managed to get As in history, English, Art, etc (two exceptions) i struggled learning math and science (specifically biology 1, Chemistry 1, physics 1 and Math up to Calculus because i had to start at the bottom and work up). I have retaken classes and taken some extra classes, but as of now i am 27, i have earned an A in Chemistry, 1 (retaken twice), Chemistry 2, and Physics 2. I have a C in Biology 1 and Physics 1 (but haven't retaken them). I have a B in Biology 2. My Upper levels are a mix of Bs and As. I have a "pass" in Organic Chemistry because of Covid so i'm unsure if that good or if i should retake this? I haven't withdrew from anything since 2019. My calculated over all GPA is 3.6+ and my science is close to that, when i finish in a year, it will be that. My MCAT score was a 511, should i try for higher? Nonetheless, with approximately over 10+ withdraws on my transcript and one F, what should i do?
I know now that i want to be a doctor. I have an upward trend for two years and have research and volunteer hours. With Covid, i haven't been able to get clinical experience but i am looking for some. (Advice on how to go about asking for experience is appreciated also). I am also a certified pharmacy technician but i don't think they consider this clinical experience, correct?
i am willing to get my master's, a second degree, a PHD even. I just don't know what i should do now. I've put in a lot work to make the changes and get myself to where i think i need to be. It was a long struggle filled with tears, emotional baggage, anxiety, and even some laziness ill admit, but since i made the decision three years ago to chase my dream i have been trying my hardest. I would appreciate any advice you can give me. I'm not willing to give up.
To sum it up: POSITIVES: GPA 3.6+ overall and science, 511 MCAT, an upward trend of two years, research and volunteering hours.
NEGATIVES: a lot of withdraws, an F, no clinical hours, and classes retaken.