i guess this is more of a rant than a questions, but i would still appreciate input .....
i have been in the lab for 2.5 yrs and have not had a spectacular time, exactly. about one year ago, i finally got some interesting experimental data which i pursued and it has been quite fruitful. however, to make my project stronger, i am trying to do some computational modeling of my phenomenon.
i am not trained as a mathematician or any sort of theorist, and neither is my mentor. i have been having technical issues with this last part of the project and just cannot figure it out on my own. i have been pressing my mentor for help, but most of the time instead of giving me suggestions or answering my questions, he just asks ME questions (that cannot be answered without answering my questions first or that are just a permutation of my question).
needless to say, this has been frustrating for me. i press him for help, he asks the same question back, and i just say "look, that's what i'm asking you". today he snapped at me saying that i should never expect him to have any answers for any of my questions, ever. this is pretty upsetting to me, because if you need help/advice/answers, who should you go to, if not your mentor????? i'm not so much upset about the issues with my project, as i am about the way my mentor has handled it recently. i mean, is it justified to tell your student that they shouldn't expect any help from you????
maybe i'm being too needy as a grad student. he has helped me during the experimental part of my project, but ever since i started modeling, he has been of no help whatsoever.
PS: my lab is a small lab - 5 ppl including my mentor. and 3 of us are grad students. so my mentor is dependent on our projects being successful to get grants!
i have been in the lab for 2.5 yrs and have not had a spectacular time, exactly. about one year ago, i finally got some interesting experimental data which i pursued and it has been quite fruitful. however, to make my project stronger, i am trying to do some computational modeling of my phenomenon.
i am not trained as a mathematician or any sort of theorist, and neither is my mentor. i have been having technical issues with this last part of the project and just cannot figure it out on my own. i have been pressing my mentor for help, but most of the time instead of giving me suggestions or answering my questions, he just asks ME questions (that cannot be answered without answering my questions first or that are just a permutation of my question).
needless to say, this has been frustrating for me. i press him for help, he asks the same question back, and i just say "look, that's what i'm asking you". today he snapped at me saying that i should never expect him to have any answers for any of my questions, ever. this is pretty upsetting to me, because if you need help/advice/answers, who should you go to, if not your mentor????? i'm not so much upset about the issues with my project, as i am about the way my mentor has handled it recently. i mean, is it justified to tell your student that they shouldn't expect any help from you????
maybe i'm being too needy as a grad student. he has helped me during the experimental part of my project, but ever since i started modeling, he has been of no help whatsoever.
PS: my lab is a small lab - 5 ppl including my mentor. and 3 of us are grad students. so my mentor is dependent on our projects being successful to get grants!
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