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Well frankly I'm heart broken, lonely, empty and feeling as low as I've ever felt. This is a venting/whining thread so feel free people; heres my story:
Small town kid(me) raised on the east coast moves to California and meets the most beautiful woman he's ever met(playboy model). After 2 1/2 years of an intense, rather successful, progressive but rocky at some points relationship(not unlike most relationships) we decide that her moving back to the east coast with me for medical school isn't the best for the both of us. We make this decision based on the small off chance of maybe a future. She doesn't know what she wants to do with her life. Thus we are forced to circumstantially break up, once you put an expiration date on the relationship it adds stress. So it ends with me moving out(we were living together) and attempting to ween ourselves off of one another.
So begins the back and forth and the emotional roller-coaster. In the matter of a day she went from wanting to be in a long distance relationship and having a whirlwind of intense emotions for me to seeing some other guy.
Yes, this was the first serious relationship I've been burned. But straight from her mouth various times she said she wanted to spend the rest of her life with me...and I can't help not hanging on to these loving words.
So I'm left depressed. I'm seeking some sort of solace or something I haven't heard. Someone tell me something
Small town kid(me) raised on the east coast moves to California and meets the most beautiful woman he's ever met(playboy model). After 2 1/2 years of an intense, rather successful, progressive but rocky at some points relationship(not unlike most relationships) we decide that her moving back to the east coast with me for medical school isn't the best for the both of us. We make this decision based on the small off chance of maybe a future. She doesn't know what she wants to do with her life. Thus we are forced to circumstantially break up, once you put an expiration date on the relationship it adds stress. So it ends with me moving out(we were living together) and attempting to ween ourselves off of one another.
So begins the back and forth and the emotional roller-coaster. In the matter of a day she went from wanting to be in a long distance relationship and having a whirlwind of intense emotions for me to seeing some other guy.
Yes, this was the first serious relationship I've been burned. But straight from her mouth various times she said she wanted to spend the rest of her life with me...and I can't help not hanging on to these loving words.
So I'm left depressed. I'm seeking some sort of solace or something I haven't heard. Someone tell me something