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I have just learned that not only am I on call on the very first possible day to be on call, I'm also in-house on the 4th of July where people get drunk and have fun with colorful explosives.
I am scared out of my wits, I can't even describe it. It seems like all the knowledge I've acquired through the 4 years have dissipated, leaving me completely clueless.
The advice from SDN from previous posts for up and coming interns have been helpful.... don't be afraid to ask questions, always inform your chief no matter what, etc... So why am I posting? I don't even know... maybe because I'm looking for some hope somewhere that these days will not be as horrible as I expect them to be (though that's a very slim chance), and that what remains of my confidence now will not be crushed so badly that I'd be too afraid to come back the next day for another ass-kicking.
I am scared out of my wits, I can't even describe it. It seems like all the knowledge I've acquired through the 4 years have dissipated, leaving me completely clueless.
The advice from SDN from previous posts for up and coming interns have been helpful.... don't be afraid to ask questions, always inform your chief no matter what, etc... So why am I posting? I don't even know... maybe because I'm looking for some hope somewhere that these days will not be as horrible as I expect them to be (though that's a very slim chance), and that what remains of my confidence now will not be crushed so badly that I'd be too afraid to come back the next day for another ass-kicking.