I'm not sure whether I want to commit to only treating peds patients all the time, or do a peds-friendly FM outpatient practice. Began med school with an interest in peds due to personal experience. Moved up my Peds ER rotation to try it out, and hated most of it. Hated variable shift scheduling, lack of continuity, patients that were either stable kids with overworried parents complaining about not giving their kid antibiotics for a viral URI, or the flip side a completely crashing kid that was ridiculously sick. So thought Peds was out.
Began to focus on FM because I liked much of everything ok, didn't crave kids vs adults one way or the other. Was thinking I would do outpatient medicine and could focus on peds if I wanted.
Then comes my peds hospitalist rotation this month. This is the first time this year that I've found the medicine to be enjoyable and excitable. I love peds hospital medicine as content. Even the asthma exacerbations because the age groups really make a difference for coverage and care. We have also had some amazing pathology: biliary atresia, vague depression sx dx to be lupus in a 15 yo, Sturge-Weber syndrome, lots of Downs with RSV etc, dysmorphic newborns. I was always interested in peds path in second year and it was awesome seeing the variety during this service. I also got along very well with 5/6 of my attendings and liked that they were all laid back and down to earth. I found the parents to mostly be very engaged and ready to learn about their kid's condition. And it helped my earlier feelings of disliking that the patient's couldn't talk to me-because the parents are adults that you talk to as well.
So now I am confused. If it makes a difference, I enjoy kids, but I am not the super excited to play with kids every day, goof around a bit type person. I enjoy the job I am doing, but am not a doc who is a big kid at heart. I also don't terribly hate the adult diseases (DM, Lipids, HTN) and management, and feel like sometimes real difference can be made in outpatient adult care. However, keeping kids on outpatient FM would probably not have as much of the peds medicine I like, because anything interesting/chronic would be off to a peds doc even if I personally felt comfortable with the patient themselves. I don't know if I would enjoy outpatient general peds either.
I am excited because interest finally clicked on a rotation this year-however I don't know if that is enough for me to commit to only kids for the rest of my training. Anyone have any thoughts? Is there anything else you think I am overlooking for my speciality choice? Much appreciated.
Began to focus on FM because I liked much of everything ok, didn't crave kids vs adults one way or the other. Was thinking I would do outpatient medicine and could focus on peds if I wanted.
Then comes my peds hospitalist rotation this month. This is the first time this year that I've found the medicine to be enjoyable and excitable. I love peds hospital medicine as content. Even the asthma exacerbations because the age groups really make a difference for coverage and care. We have also had some amazing pathology: biliary atresia, vague depression sx dx to be lupus in a 15 yo, Sturge-Weber syndrome, lots of Downs with RSV etc, dysmorphic newborns. I was always interested in peds path in second year and it was awesome seeing the variety during this service. I also got along very well with 5/6 of my attendings and liked that they were all laid back and down to earth. I found the parents to mostly be very engaged and ready to learn about their kid's condition. And it helped my earlier feelings of disliking that the patient's couldn't talk to me-because the parents are adults that you talk to as well.
So now I am confused. If it makes a difference, I enjoy kids, but I am not the super excited to play with kids every day, goof around a bit type person. I enjoy the job I am doing, but am not a doc who is a big kid at heart. I also don't terribly hate the adult diseases (DM, Lipids, HTN) and management, and feel like sometimes real difference can be made in outpatient adult care. However, keeping kids on outpatient FM would probably not have as much of the peds medicine I like, because anything interesting/chronic would be off to a peds doc even if I personally felt comfortable with the patient themselves. I don't know if I would enjoy outpatient general peds either.
I am excited because interest finally clicked on a rotation this year-however I don't know if that is enough for me to commit to only kids for the rest of my training. Anyone have any thoughts? Is there anything else you think I am overlooking for my speciality choice? Much appreciated.