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Hi Everyone, I wanted to take a moment to talk about perfectionism in undergrad.
For me, I really struggle with the concept if perfectionism when it comes to my education because it feels like something that I should and can control... to some extent. It gets to the point where even if I score a really good grade on an exam, like a 97%, I will focus on what I have missed instead. I don't like rewarding myself for grades and I feel like I can tell the amount of pressure I put on myself.
The reason I bring this up is this summer I am taking physics 2.. which is really hard for me for some reason. I am going into my third year of college and I have a 4.0 currently, but I believe I will get an A- in this class. I am not saying this to show off or get attention, but I am trying to ask if anyone else struggles with this perfection. I know people say you don't need perfect grades to get into med school, but how do I allow myself to be okay with not being "perfect" in school? I don't know how to tell myself that it is fine to not have straight A's and just thinking about losing my "perfect" grades has left me into countless sleepless nights and wondering what's next.
This is not meant to be dramatic or anything. It is a serious question that I am not sure I can tackle and would love to get feedback from others. I am trying to force myself out of this mindset but it is definitely easier said than done.
For me, I really struggle with the concept if perfectionism when it comes to my education because it feels like something that I should and can control... to some extent. It gets to the point where even if I score a really good grade on an exam, like a 97%, I will focus on what I have missed instead. I don't like rewarding myself for grades and I feel like I can tell the amount of pressure I put on myself.
The reason I bring this up is this summer I am taking physics 2.. which is really hard for me for some reason. I am going into my third year of college and I have a 4.0 currently, but I believe I will get an A- in this class. I am not saying this to show off or get attention, but I am trying to ask if anyone else struggles with this perfection. I know people say you don't need perfect grades to get into med school, but how do I allow myself to be okay with not being "perfect" in school? I don't know how to tell myself that it is fine to not have straight A's and just thinking about losing my "perfect" grades has left me into countless sleepless nights and wondering what's next.
This is not meant to be dramatic or anything. It is a serious question that I am not sure I can tackle and would love to get feedback from others. I am trying to force myself out of this mindset but it is definitely easier said than done.