You could ask some people privately in a PM and see if they will help you out. Even so, and I understand your situation, I dont think this forum allows that. I am sure people are willing to help you around here, but this isnt the place to come for therapy. Not because you would get it for free, but because it would instigate others coming to this forum for the same reason. Also, I think there may be some ethical concerns somewhere in there. Go to your university and talk to a counselor if you can.