Yup.It's only a matter of a few minutes before the moderator comes on to tell you this, but--SDN is not the place to ask for medical advice. You need to find a provider who can help you.
Not a good idea.You could ask some people privately in a PM and see if they will help you out.
There are a myriad of concerns, so it is best you seek out guidance from a licensed professional locally who can properly assess and treat your concerns.Also, I think there may be some ethical concerns somewhere in there. Go to your university and talk to a counselor if you can.