That makes sense, I appreciate your honesty in sharing that. I would say you could turn the going abroad experience into a positive thing, allowing you to gain a broader perspective and become more focused before pursuing employment. Yes failing the Naplex is a terrible thing, but you passed now and are ready to go! Most importantly, apply broadly and be willing to take any position and move if necessary. I would recommend getting licensed in neighboring states or states you could see yourself living in, don't pick ones at random.