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Blade28
I'm currently a fourth-year med student, planning to apply for a Categorical spot in General Surgery this fall. I've been interested in surgery since college, and have been leaning towards Cardiothoracic Surgery since starting med school. I studied the heart quite a bit during my Bioengineering classes in undergrad, and have always been fascinated with its workings (more than the lungs, or kidneys, or liver, or brain, etc.). Going through anatomy classes and an intense Surgery rotation, I know that I love working with my hands, solving problems in a short period of time, and seeing patients get better quickly.
I've also come to realize that I'm too inpatient for Medicine...I can't stand sitting (or standing) for hours every morning, rounding. Pre-rounds, then work rounds, then team rounds, then attending rounds...argh! 🙂 I don't like keeping patients in the hospital for weeks, just to tinker around with the med dosages, titrating this up, weaning this down, etc.
However, recently I've been starting to doubt the Cardiothoracic fellowship part. I know that I love General Surgery, and am most likely headed in that direction for residency; plastics doesn't interest me as much, nor does ortho or ophtho. ENT might be interesting, but I doubt I have the scores for that. 🙁 I've heard the debate over the past several years about CT surgeons' territory being invaded by interventional cardiologists and interventional radiologists, but I've always kinda brushed those comments aside, figuring I would still be OK in terms of patient load.
What I've come to realize, though, after finishing third year is that working hard sucks. 🙂 I used to not care about pulling all-nighters, or sacrificing everything for academics, etc. But it's tiring and it wears on you, and the grind of working many, MANY days in a row without a day off just leads you towards burnout. I felt kinda burned out after third year was over, but luckily had two weeks off (though I was supposed to be studying for Step 2 🙂 ).
Are there even any surgery attendings that don't work crazy hours, every single day? (Excluding plastics, ophtho, etc.)
I guess my question is (and sorry that I'm so long-winded), what should I do about fellowship? I realize it's a long way away, and I may gain additional knowledge and insight during residency, but I'm wondering what my options are. While General Surgery is great, I don't know if I could do that for the rest of my life. What else is left? Vascular? Oncology? Transplant? Critical care?
Should I just continue on my path towards General Surgery residency, and worry about all this later?
Thanks in advance for any suggestions or advice!
I've also come to realize that I'm too inpatient for Medicine...I can't stand sitting (or standing) for hours every morning, rounding. Pre-rounds, then work rounds, then team rounds, then attending rounds...argh! 🙂 I don't like keeping patients in the hospital for weeks, just to tinker around with the med dosages, titrating this up, weaning this down, etc.
However, recently I've been starting to doubt the Cardiothoracic fellowship part. I know that I love General Surgery, and am most likely headed in that direction for residency; plastics doesn't interest me as much, nor does ortho or ophtho. ENT might be interesting, but I doubt I have the scores for that. 🙁 I've heard the debate over the past several years about CT surgeons' territory being invaded by interventional cardiologists and interventional radiologists, but I've always kinda brushed those comments aside, figuring I would still be OK in terms of patient load.
What I've come to realize, though, after finishing third year is that working hard sucks. 🙂 I used to not care about pulling all-nighters, or sacrificing everything for academics, etc. But it's tiring and it wears on you, and the grind of working many, MANY days in a row without a day off just leads you towards burnout. I felt kinda burned out after third year was over, but luckily had two weeks off (though I was supposed to be studying for Step 2 🙂 ).
Are there even any surgery attendings that don't work crazy hours, every single day? (Excluding plastics, ophtho, etc.)
I guess my question is (and sorry that I'm so long-winded), what should I do about fellowship? I realize it's a long way away, and I may gain additional knowledge and insight during residency, but I'm wondering what my options are. While General Surgery is great, I don't know if I could do that for the rest of my life. What else is left? Vascular? Oncology? Transplant? Critical care?
Should I just continue on my path towards General Surgery residency, and worry about all this later?
Thanks in advance for any suggestions or advice!