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I would like to speak to anyone that is honest, yet willing to hear me out. Thank you.
Let me get to the issues: I am a 20 yr. old hispanic female.
1) Ever since I was a little girl I have dreamed of becoming a doctor. Seriously, my mom kept a "goals" poster I made in the 3rd grade that said I wanted to be a doctor "and help babies' hearts" it said
2) My mom gave me an Overview of Human Anatomy and Physiology when I was 9. I've read it so many times I can practically recite it.
2) I stopped with this dream in HS. I was so used to learning things so easily, without effort, that when I stumbled in my Algebra class and got a C+ ( I didnt study as much as I should've), that's when I kissed that dream goodbye thinking that a DR. that sucks at math obviously wont make a good one.
3) I graduated in 2005 in the top 15% out of 300 at age 17. I skipped fourth grade. In fifth grade was where my math skills began to be shaky.
4) College began immediately afterwards. I went to the local CC in my hometown (which apparently isn't that bad) bc my mom felt I was too young to be out on my own. She was right. :-/
5) I've been in and out of majors, still not finding my niche. So far I've done pretty well in my Sciences and Math. But I did play around alot. I have some bad grades (business is DEFINTELY not what I was supposed to do).
6) Sophomore (fall) yr. (the yr. that I got my bad grades) was horrible. I knew I shouldnt have even registered, but my mom insisted. My family was going through a very hard time. My grandfather was diagnosed with colon cancer ( I'm very, very close to him) and plus INS was having problems renewing our documentation which was beyond aggravating. (The whole reason my mom and I moved to the States when I was 6 was so I could go to college since she couldn't).
7) The following semester (spring) I was going in with full intent of doing well, but I became very ill, blacking out often and they discovered I had heart valve issues and such. So I had to drop out.
8) I went back during the past summer and did a FULL load. (18 credits) and kicked butt My mom is still freaked about my health since the drs. here are still baffled as to why I'm sick. I have 3 DIFFERENT opinions!
9) My final reason is my fiance. After having to deal with a week of health shows (my mom and I play a game where we watch shows like Diagnosis X or Mystery Diagnosis and based on the symptoms we hear we try to figure out what they have b4 the drs. tell us), he asked me, "Why don't you just go to medical school?" I had no answer. Except that I was scared that I couldn't cut it. That I wasn't good enough. I'm the type of person that strives for PERFECTION. Seriously, it aggravates everyone I know. When I really want something, even if I have to sacrifice I will do it. But I feel that just as the clouds have dispersed I can't anymore. My GPA is crap (2.7). I haven't finished my BS yet though. Even if I could somehow miraculously lift my GPA to stellar heights (3.8!!!???). How do you know you have what it takes?
Let me get to the issues: I am a 20 yr. old hispanic female.
1) Ever since I was a little girl I have dreamed of becoming a doctor. Seriously, my mom kept a "goals" poster I made in the 3rd grade that said I wanted to be a doctor "and help babies' hearts" it said
2) My mom gave me an Overview of Human Anatomy and Physiology when I was 9. I've read it so many times I can practically recite it.
2) I stopped with this dream in HS. I was so used to learning things so easily, without effort, that when I stumbled in my Algebra class and got a C+ ( I didnt study as much as I should've), that's when I kissed that dream goodbye thinking that a DR. that sucks at math obviously wont make a good one.
3) I graduated in 2005 in the top 15% out of 300 at age 17. I skipped fourth grade. In fifth grade was where my math skills began to be shaky.
4) College began immediately afterwards. I went to the local CC in my hometown (which apparently isn't that bad) bc my mom felt I was too young to be out on my own. She was right. :-/
5) I've been in and out of majors, still not finding my niche. So far I've done pretty well in my Sciences and Math. But I did play around alot. I have some bad grades (business is DEFINTELY not what I was supposed to do).
6) Sophomore (fall) yr. (the yr. that I got my bad grades) was horrible. I knew I shouldnt have even registered, but my mom insisted. My family was going through a very hard time. My grandfather was diagnosed with colon cancer ( I'm very, very close to him) and plus INS was having problems renewing our documentation which was beyond aggravating. (The whole reason my mom and I moved to the States when I was 6 was so I could go to college since she couldn't).
7) The following semester (spring) I was going in with full intent of doing well, but I became very ill, blacking out often and they discovered I had heart valve issues and such. So I had to drop out.
8) I went back during the past summer and did a FULL load. (18 credits) and kicked butt My mom is still freaked about my health since the drs. here are still baffled as to why I'm sick. I have 3 DIFFERENT opinions!
9) My final reason is my fiance. After having to deal with a week of health shows (my mom and I play a game where we watch shows like Diagnosis X or Mystery Diagnosis and based on the symptoms we hear we try to figure out what they have b4 the drs. tell us), he asked me, "Why don't you just go to medical school?" I had no answer. Except that I was scared that I couldn't cut it. That I wasn't good enough. I'm the type of person that strives for PERFECTION. Seriously, it aggravates everyone I know. When I really want something, even if I have to sacrifice I will do it. But I feel that just as the clouds have dispersed I can't anymore. My GPA is crap (2.7). I haven't finished my BS yet though. Even if I could somehow miraculously lift my GPA to stellar heights (3.8!!!???). How do you know you have what it takes?