My current boss recently informed me (she knows that I'm applying to medical school) that one of my letters of recommendation was not positive and resulted in me initially being passed up for a position. I am certain that the recommendation was from my thesis advisor who I was planning on also using for my medical school application. My boss said that is wasn't overall a bad recommendation but that she did say some negative things about me (lack of attention to detail, etc). I spent a summer working for her in her lab, and continued working for her for a year completing my senior thesis. Other than my current position as a clinical research coordinator, it is my largest exposure to research and my longest standing relationship with a professor.
I want advice on whether to include her as a recommendation to med school. I am worried that not having her as a recommendation is a huge red flag to med schools, but also knowing that it wasn't a glowing recommendation gives me pause. I am getting a committee letter, so hopefully all my other recommendations will cancel it out but I don't actually know what she said in her letter. I want to apply to top some 20 schools (GPA 3.77, Science GPA 3.85, MCAT 521) and I know that research is especially important.
I want advice on whether to include her as a recommendation to med school. I am worried that not having her as a recommendation is a huge red flag to med schools, but also knowing that it wasn't a glowing recommendation gives me pause. I am getting a committee letter, so hopefully all my other recommendations will cancel it out but I don't actually know what she said in her letter. I want to apply to top some 20 schools (GPA 3.77, Science GPA 3.85, MCAT 521) and I know that research is especially important.