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I've been coming to this forum since I was in college and trying to decide on a career path. I ended up getting a full ride for psych NP school and now I'm 24 and I've been a psych NP for 3 months.
I realize now that I don't know enough. I chose psych NP over med school because I wasn't sure I could get into med school and also I wanted to be financially independent as quickly as possible for personal reasons.
I also thought I hated school and wanted to be done. But it turns out I love learning, I just didn't have much perspective on this before since I had been a student my whole life.
To compensate for my lack of knowledge I'm attending all the courses, listening to all the psychiatry podcasts, and reading all the books I can. And I have great supervision at my place of employment.
However... part of me is like... I just want to be surrounded by really smart people, learn as much as I can, and contribute to the field in a really meaningful way. I do sort of regret not attempting to get into med school as my GPA was really high and I'm good at standardized tests. I know I made the best decision with what I knew at the time, and I can't be too mad at myself for becoming a psych NP with no debt.
My plan now, I guess, is to finish my two year work commitment for NHSC and then get a nursing PhD so I can advance the field.
I guess I'm just posting this in case someone thinks I should go to med school to become a psychiatrist. I'm guessing no one thinks that would actually be a good idea given that I'm already a psych NP and can find more efficient ways to fill in the educational gaps. But maybe you have other thoughts on resolving the issues I brought up here. Thanks!
I realize now that I don't know enough. I chose psych NP over med school because I wasn't sure I could get into med school and also I wanted to be financially independent as quickly as possible for personal reasons.
I also thought I hated school and wanted to be done. But it turns out I love learning, I just didn't have much perspective on this before since I had been a student my whole life.
To compensate for my lack of knowledge I'm attending all the courses, listening to all the psychiatry podcasts, and reading all the books I can. And I have great supervision at my place of employment.
However... part of me is like... I just want to be surrounded by really smart people, learn as much as I can, and contribute to the field in a really meaningful way. I do sort of regret not attempting to get into med school as my GPA was really high and I'm good at standardized tests. I know I made the best decision with what I knew at the time, and I can't be too mad at myself for becoming a psych NP with no debt.
My plan now, I guess, is to finish my two year work commitment for NHSC and then get a nursing PhD so I can advance the field.
I guess I'm just posting this in case someone thinks I should go to med school to become a psychiatrist. I'm guessing no one thinks that would actually be a good idea given that I'm already a psych NP and can find more efficient ways to fill in the educational gaps. But maybe you have other thoughts on resolving the issues I brought up here. Thanks!