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Hi all,
I have a personal experience that occurred a couple weeks ago that's got me kinda' scared--I understand that this place is not for medical diagnosis, advice, etc. I am just interested in your guys' thoughts--esp. those who are residents/physicians.
So, I am a MS2 and couple weeks ago I took the comprehensive basic sci exam given by our school, and after about 30 mins into it, the same thing happened what I was afraid of. So, I would read for about 3-4 mins, like 3 -4 q's max, and after that everything on the paper was just kinda blurred out. I could see the paper and writing, but i couldn't make it out. So, I would have to look elsewhere (either the ceiling, or elsewhere for a couple of secs), or rub my eyes, and then re-"focus". And this was a repetetive cycle. I got pretty stressed out, because i was getting screwed on time. And, it became just very frustrating. I am not sure whether this is test anxiety or is there something more serious that I should get checked out.
The thing is that this has happened a few times before on previous class exams. Probably started late in first year, but wasn't consistent. And, it wasn't that big of a deal because those questions aren't that long and I was able to handle it. Additionally, those questions didn't require that much thought process and itnegration like boards typa' q's do. Initially, I attributed it to not getting enough sleep, but then I made sure i got 6-7 hrs prior to the exam nite, but it still occured. I don't have any medical conditions that I know of, don't wear glasses/contacts, I am relatively young (21) and have done fairly well in school overall (~3.7 gpa or so). But, anyways, the reason I am so concerned is that I have to take step 1 in a couple of months, there is absolutely no way i am going to take the exam if the same thing occurs--i will screw myself. The wierd thing is that i don't experience this while i study or am doing anything else. I think, maybe it occured once or twice before, but usually a day prior to exams while i was studying.
I am not sure what I should do. I did schedule an appt with my school counselor to see if this is anxiety related. I don't know/think how helpful this may be. (Moreover, I feel wierd, and i usually woudn't go, but the fact that this involves boards, and the fact that i didn't do so hot on the cbse--infact i ran out of time, i had to fill in 10 bubbles or so--i feel really concerned).
I'd appreciate any feedback. Thanks so much.
I have a personal experience that occurred a couple weeks ago that's got me kinda' scared--I understand that this place is not for medical diagnosis, advice, etc. I am just interested in your guys' thoughts--esp. those who are residents/physicians.
So, I am a MS2 and couple weeks ago I took the comprehensive basic sci exam given by our school, and after about 30 mins into it, the same thing happened what I was afraid of. So, I would read for about 3-4 mins, like 3 -4 q's max, and after that everything on the paper was just kinda blurred out. I could see the paper and writing, but i couldn't make it out. So, I would have to look elsewhere (either the ceiling, or elsewhere for a couple of secs), or rub my eyes, and then re-"focus". And this was a repetetive cycle. I got pretty stressed out, because i was getting screwed on time. And, it became just very frustrating. I am not sure whether this is test anxiety or is there something more serious that I should get checked out.
The thing is that this has happened a few times before on previous class exams. Probably started late in first year, but wasn't consistent. And, it wasn't that big of a deal because those questions aren't that long and I was able to handle it. Additionally, those questions didn't require that much thought process and itnegration like boards typa' q's do. Initially, I attributed it to not getting enough sleep, but then I made sure i got 6-7 hrs prior to the exam nite, but it still occured. I don't have any medical conditions that I know of, don't wear glasses/contacts, I am relatively young (21) and have done fairly well in school overall (~3.7 gpa or so). But, anyways, the reason I am so concerned is that I have to take step 1 in a couple of months, there is absolutely no way i am going to take the exam if the same thing occurs--i will screw myself. The wierd thing is that i don't experience this while i study or am doing anything else. I think, maybe it occured once or twice before, but usually a day prior to exams while i was studying.
I am not sure what I should do. I did schedule an appt with my school counselor to see if this is anxiety related. I don't know/think how helpful this may be. (Moreover, I feel wierd, and i usually woudn't go, but the fact that this involves boards, and the fact that i didn't do so hot on the cbse--infact i ran out of time, i had to fill in 10 bubbles or so--i feel really concerned).
I'd appreciate any feedback. Thanks so much.
