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So, for anyone who follows my postings here.. you will know I'm about 30, 1.77 sGPA when decided to pursue medicine, now my total GPA is still like a 2.77. I'm applying to schools now.
I got the email for whose on various shifts for the crisis line I volunteer on. It is a domestic violence agency 24-hour crisis line. I chose this extracurricular because DV has touched my life.
Anyway, I see that there is a guy on the shift whose name I recognize from my undergrad days. For some reason I get extremely irritated "Dude, this guy is totally just volunteering here because he's applying to med school next year. I know, I just know it."
So, instead of realizing that we have nothing to do with each other, that his applying doesn't take away anything from me, that he probably wouldn't give two ****s if he realized we met when I was a super-senior and he was a freshman. Nope, instead of thinking about that, I totally googled him obsessively for like 5 minutes.
What did I find? You guessed it: 3.8 GPA at a biomedical engineering program at a top 20 school; research associate with pubs; former physiology TA; 1 year out of undergrad; taller and slimmer than me; was more involved in campus community and more "popular" in shared indian organizations. I ****ing HATE this guy.
Lol, it took me a few minutes to calm down and just realize that I had different struggles in my life that I have overcome and have a different path to follow and again he couldn't give a rat's ass about me, why should I pay him any mind. Sure, he's probably only volunteering at the DV agency to rack up some volunteer hours, but I am just being cynical in assuming that is the only reason he's volunteering there.
In any case, I got really jealous, really quick. And I wondered...anyone else have this feeling? I am pretty much over it now, but curious to hear thoughts on this matter. Here's hoping I get in somewhere this cycle and don't have to worry about competing with this dude. Happy Weekend everyone =)
I got the email for whose on various shifts for the crisis line I volunteer on. It is a domestic violence agency 24-hour crisis line. I chose this extracurricular because DV has touched my life.
Anyway, I see that there is a guy on the shift whose name I recognize from my undergrad days. For some reason I get extremely irritated "Dude, this guy is totally just volunteering here because he's applying to med school next year. I know, I just know it."
So, instead of realizing that we have nothing to do with each other, that his applying doesn't take away anything from me, that he probably wouldn't give two ****s if he realized we met when I was a super-senior and he was a freshman. Nope, instead of thinking about that, I totally googled him obsessively for like 5 minutes.
What did I find? You guessed it: 3.8 GPA at a biomedical engineering program at a top 20 school; research associate with pubs; former physiology TA; 1 year out of undergrad; taller and slimmer than me; was more involved in campus community and more "popular" in shared indian organizations. I ****ing HATE this guy.
Lol, it took me a few minutes to calm down and just realize that I had different struggles in my life that I have overcome and have a different path to follow and again he couldn't give a rat's ass about me, why should I pay him any mind. Sure, he's probably only volunteering at the DV agency to rack up some volunteer hours, but I am just being cynical in assuming that is the only reason he's volunteering there.
In any case, I got really jealous, really quick. And I wondered...anyone else have this feeling? I am pretty much over it now, but curious to hear thoughts on this matter. Here's hoping I get in somewhere this cycle and don't have to worry about competing with this dude. Happy Weekend everyone =)