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PLEASE DON'T QUOTE: I was considering making this anonymous, and I would like the ability to change my mind if I do need to make this private, as some of this is rather identifying.
I have a few red flags that are what I think small/negligible, but I'm worried they might coalesce into an overall impression that my app is a serious concern--and I'm familiar with how little it takes to give your app a bad taste and therefore a reason to chose one of the other thousand applicants. I just want to get a reality check, and to maybe see if I might actually need to pursue to alternative careers as a safety.
I didn't want to do a full WAMC thread, but I will give some background to obviate any preliminary questions. I will have to take a 1 1/2 gap year due to MCAT date, but given my most recent gaffe, I'm thinking this will be a long amount of time to invest given that I've made my app so risky in an admissions process that is already a 'crap shoot'.
General Background
The thing is, I really am passionate about medicine, hence the willingness to take time off to improve my app. I'm literally the type that would be a doctor if I was paid minimum wage. I'm very altruistic (I assert at least, for what it's worth; I'm vegan, recycle religously, etc etc, all sorts of stuff that won't show up on an app). However, I know that taking time off for improvement is raises the stakes, because if I don't get in, that was time I really should have been making better plans.
I really don't know where I stand: I spent so much of my upper-division undergrad preparing as if I was headed for top 20 (research and leadership), but I have ruled out DO either--low-tier DO to Harvard might indicated about how neurotic and uncertain I feel in all this.
I've seen this community give thoughtful comments before, and I would greatly appreciate everyone's/anyone's help! This site is like my advisor, just a bit more informed sometimes (at the cost of being inexplicably racists/sexists at times, haha)!
EDIT: horrendous typos/spelling--it was a late night post!
I have a few red flags that are what I think small/negligible, but I'm worried they might coalesce into an overall impression that my app is a serious concern--and I'm familiar with how little it takes to give your app a bad taste and therefore a reason to chose one of the other thousand applicants. I just want to get a reality check, and to maybe see if I might actually need to pursue to alternative careers as a safety.
I didn't want to do a full WAMC thread, but I will give some background to obviate any preliminary questions. I will have to take a 1 1/2 gap year due to MCAT date, but given my most recent gaffe, I'm thinking this will be a long amount of time to invest given that I've made my app so risky in an admissions process that is already a 'crap shoot'.
General Background
- Applying 2015
- Overall GPA, 3.78 (cum. and sci.)
- Biochemistry (chemistry major); Neuroscience (a track in psych major); Philosophy minor
- Upper-division (at the "best" state university in home state) 3.91 (used to be 3.96, taking 19cr.hrs.; then I recieved a B after a W in the class, see below)
Graduate Dec 2014 (only one class remaining to be taken)
- MCAT: TBD, testing in Jan 2015, studying currently (I'm shooting very high)
- Research:
- 2 (will be 3) years Behavioral Neurosci.; Made plans with PI to publish (Likely 2nd author, possibly first, depending on the novelty of my contribution in writing); Honors thesis
- 1 year Organic Synthesis; 1 manuscript (3-4 author??) finalizing for submission; another in progress (likely higher authorship (2-3 author); Less likely but possible third paper; Honors thesis
- 1 summer internship (2014) of neurosci./stem cell research. Possibly co-authorship, TBD
- Planing on publishing first author in cognitive/physiological psychology in a self (and peer) designed study as part of class. The professor was very nice and encouraging in my ambition to publish the research
- Fingers crossed for a paid research position in neurochemistry for gap year and half.
- 2 (will be 3) years Behavioral Neurosci.; Made plans with PI to publish (Likely 2nd author, possibly first, depending on the novelty of my contribution in writing); Honors thesis
- A few leadership positions (VP's for a year or less); Really hoping to start my own special interest club upcoming semester (a veg/an club)
- Clinical/Volunteer: Some shadowing (improving); 75hr at Hospital one semester; Will be year and a half at both hospice and free clinic (very hands on, very meaningful so far); A common theme of working with disabled inviduals throughout app--with bestbuddies for 3, to be 4 years. Some randome clubbage and volunteering. Worked as a serves in 'nice' restaurant while in CC, surprisingly impactful.
- No significant awards or scholarships at university (Deans of course, PTK; AED and another one, I can't remember, but they both were supposedly given to top 15 and 10% of class). I'll be applying for a few others. At community college, I received outstanding student in humanities and in the sciences on two separate years. Service award
- I took a W biophysical chem (the hardest in the chemistry major), only received a B on second attempt, this semester. This is the only one W I've got a university, and it was otherwise 3.5 years since I've taken a W with a 3.95 GPA in the next 90 credit hours taking 19cr/semester.
- I have 7 W's from community college (One in Calc 1; the rest in Art history, print making, singing, etc). Once I found out about medicine I did very well from there out.
- Many pre-reqs taken at CC; baring biophyical chem, I've done well at Uni.
- 4 years in CC (also, if I take another year and a half off, this will mean I spent 4 years at university too, which I'm worried could be read as problem behavior).
- I received a DWAL .02 violation (which means I was driving with above a .02 when a minor, I was 17). Then received another charge when I was 18 (not DUI or DWAL), almost 19. Clean ever since I will be 24/25 (summer birthday) at time of application. When I look myself up at the Clerk of Courts, it looks much less severe. I'm not sure if it was because I was so young, but I really don't know what med schools might see.
- Brief explanations: Town was drug infested (literally ranked 2 in nation when I was in HS); Parents both work at walmart (Mom has clinical mental problems and Dad has gambling problem; has to this day taken money out of my debit card to gamble with). Was always that troubled gifted kid (at least teachers would say things like this), and I'm not sure if I regret it at this point because I did meet some cool friends, find art/literature/music, and got in to some cool philosophy (postmodernism due to a great teacher I had at community). Don't see any of this as an excuse, just giving an explanation.
- Also, my volunteering is a bit broken up, because of transferring
The thing is, I really am passionate about medicine, hence the willingness to take time off to improve my app. I'm literally the type that would be a doctor if I was paid minimum wage. I'm very altruistic (I assert at least, for what it's worth; I'm vegan, recycle religously, etc etc, all sorts of stuff that won't show up on an app). However, I know that taking time off for improvement is raises the stakes, because if I don't get in, that was time I really should have been making better plans.
I really don't know where I stand: I spent so much of my upper-division undergrad preparing as if I was headed for top 20 (research and leadership), but I have ruled out DO either--low-tier DO to Harvard might indicated about how neurotic and uncertain I feel in all this.
I've seen this community give thoughtful comments before, and I would greatly appreciate everyone's/anyone's help! This site is like my advisor, just a bit more informed sometimes (at the cost of being inexplicably racists/sexists at times, haha)!
EDIT: horrendous typos/spelling--it was a late night post!
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